Ok.. very long nvr blog le la. This is gonna be a LONG post.... =)

Firstly. i finally had a proper phone le! and yes some of u all might noe already... it is L'amour 7370!
how i finally made up my mind.... its so simple man. i ask the assistant to take out both of the phones... and i tested the functions and i found tt seriously.... no offence... 6111 cam sucks sia. the colour not as nice ba. but 7370 no mp3 lo.... nvm la.. i intend to buy one anyway. =)
the l'amour phone is quite user-friendly ba... EXCEPT there is one thing i dun like and a warning to others who want to buy - the message tt u received and sent out... the time is not stated in the msg and you have to go message details to find. but tt's not all... the time is not right. Have to +5... so quite troublesome la. i tried to change the thing leh... but to no avail... hmm. if anyone of u noe tell me k.
Btw sunday quite packed la... reach home ard 10+. But the main thing is... i've a dumb habit that tends to happen over a long period of time regarding buses whenever im alone. I rmb i mistook 12 as 19 when i wanna go to sch in the morning few yrs ago. Den i took 59 thinking its 39... ANd this time. i mistook 965 as 969!
haiz. think its really my eyes... but i had an eerie memory tt when i took 12 tt time... i really saw it as 19!!! and its like recurring mistakes. so scary...
so yea i took 965 and LUCKILY its a bus that goes to sengkang/ punggol... so i managed to get off a few stops before the punggol or sengkang intc and took 27 to tm to meet my parent to buy my phone.

Oh yes. im so happy wif the mthly shoot on sun.... heee hee. i shot 370 ok. Finally get out frm the 359 stage... and my high score is official now. =) and yea... i kinda 'expected' it afta i shoot cos while shooting.. i really have the good feeling and its like just there la. - the perfect shot.
but i got a feeling tt i wun shoot as well this sunday comp. haiz. i hope i can do it... but i know i wun repeat the same darn mistake tt i did frm the last competition. shit lorh tt score... i nvr tell u all right.. but tt time i was so sad cos i only shot 348. =/
And speaking of aR.... Had to take tt stupid photo on tuesday. so troublesome man... must wear full gear somemore. and its so impromptu la... cos He totally forgotten abt it. and its the first and last time im wearing uniform in it. omg... the photo is gonna be so. haiya dunoe la. Hrd tt all ccas have to take too ...

Been spending the past few days chionging all the hw and all.... Sec4s life are so. hmm. its not THAT tough yet. i guess its tiring and the workload is indeed piling up. but i tink its so sad that we have to come back today while the rest of the lvl had e-learning :( and at first was suppose to be dismissed at 11:30...dragged and dragged until become normal day. so dots rite... and todae chem prac like quite disaster la. spend our recess time in the chem lab2. but im happy tt i cud finally get the redox thingy.... and its so mah fan. like wad soon told me be4..
but ms morni is nice... she gave us 20 mins of recess. lol. i was so sleepy... trying very hard not to fall asleep only .. den there was chem test. haiz. kinda screwed up la.
after that went down to zero my sighter. and after seeing wad i shoot. i tot tt its best that i dun even touch the sighting jus now. Lol. think i have to do it on sun den...
and also.. the entire gang was waiting for me. Hahaaa. and i dunoe to say if its funny or quite embarassing of wad happen on the bus. LOL. apparently we were just talking (or so we thot) abt tmr and planning what to do... den when we all wanna alight at the tanah merah mrt stop.. 1 malay woman talk to us and told us sth like dont go so far... go home earlier..later ur parents worry abt you bla bla... den at first we were like huh? why she said tt. den afta we alighted... mdm sahriana said serve us right that we were talking so loud that the whole bus know what we are doing tmr. LOLX!
mdm sahriana is so cute la... the way she tell us is so funny. and seriously i dint noe we were talking to loud.... or rather.. some of us. hahaha

Hope tmr is a fun day =) and i tink im gonna stop here. its 10pm already! blog so long sia. Lol.
time restraints :)

So...

Should it be L'amour 7370
or 6111 ?



and seriously. it can get confusing and irritating when others opinions come in. Like yesterdae.... my sis was telling me her fren regreted buying tt lamour phone.. den my mom was complaining its too heavy which i dun quite agree to the point. and it doesnt helps when my mom always listen to my sis. so yea. fine. i went to search for another phone... den found 6111. soon was online.... talked to him... and it happen tt he noe abt 6111 and told me everything abt it. so i was tinking... hmm. not bad huh.

actaully both phones de functions are almost the same. the only difference i can pick on is that l'amour has 1.3 megapix camera while 6111 has only 1 megapix... but has flash which is good for taking pics at night.
i noe some of u all may feel tt 1 and 1.3 megapix is too lousy or sth.... but wadever la. im not tt particular on such details.... cos im generally happy wif both its functions. mp3, visual radio, fm radio, video recording.. bluetooth. IM SATISFIED =)

ok back to the first para.... so yea they were telling me that the l'amour phone not good bla bla... den i sort of make up my mind on 6111...den todae my sis came home and told me one of her friends work in some handphone shop and said tt 6111 not good... 7370 better.

ok. im so irritead by them. OPINIONS are so contradicitng... one say good... one say not good... but the most contradictive one is my mom =/


haiz. im not gonna listen to them anymore. grrr.

anyway. one gd thing is that the shoot todae isnt early. but the bad thing....
it starts at 5pm! which is so freaking late!

weird uh. normally their last detail wld be at 4....

and i guess i rally gotta go now. kat's somehow crazy todae... wanna go early. so unlike her sia...

its saturday. sighed.
been in sch since 8am- 3pm... tiring sia. my eyes feelin itchy now. lol.

8-930 - hist lesson. shes nice la. i like her attitude at how she's trying to motivate us to study... but seriously, its not tt productive. most of the ws msyati already gave us last yr. zzz.

930-11 - maths lesson. mrs lim rocks man. she's so nice. and i really learn things todae. think its a productive way to revise.... but ask me to go every week abit sian la.. haiz. and linear graph is my best chapter... LOL. shld i go next wk?

11- 3 : DO SS POSTER!
lol. ok la... we went to eat at siglap until 12 plus.... quite okay wif the finishing product. and becos none of us want to bring home for fear of destroying it, we decided to put in ms yati room. and the process when we are trying to put inside the class is so funny sia. firstly, we insert the poster onto one of the cabinets near the window... but we scared the poster may dropped down to the floor... den we saw a textbook (which we later realise is kw sis bk!) on another shelf which is much lower. none of us could reach it except jovi who came close. den jiemin suggest a hook or sth to take the book.. so i tried to retrieve it using my history file. HAhahahaha. and jovi manage to grab it while i was moving the book. YAY! mission accomplished... but the process is so funny LOL.

Have been searching for the 'right' phone for the past 1 hr. and pengsoon helped me alot. thx! at least im more sure of which wan i want to buy le....
and instead of being excited... i feel it is more troublesome.. hai. am i weird?
lol.
sianed. tmr monthly shoot... HOPE ITS NOT EARLY IN THE MORNING.
its enuf okay i wan my sleep.
reach home so late ytd cos we were at bukit gombak and tt place have no 969 =(
the train ride was like so long lah... west to east. and most of us were exhausted...

But whatever it is, im glad tt im now sitting down in my room, blogging. relaxing.... resting. so happy.

but im getting tired also. maybe my determination was low... but im getting tired of school.

why does some people who do not study as hard can get such high score.... while some people who study also equivalent to no nid study. cos whichever it is, its stil fail.

right?



hmmz. gotta go now... wished tt i could get a new phone soon. that spoilt cranky phone is driving me crazyy...

Ok i'm out of my madness already ... lol

And on that sat night, i've a weird but SUPER-NICE dream. and im the type who normally dont dream... so it was quite a nice feeling. But kinda disappointing when i woke up....
dreams can just last so long. sighed.
Btw. the dream invovled familiar ppl and me taking a plane.
Ha. there goes the saying of dreams opposing reality....
my passion for travelling is so strong, i guess i will most probably spend my salary on holidays when i start working x)

Sunday. I was cracking my brain on maths. and speaking of maths.... i've learn a lesson man. Never assume that you know how to do just because you have understand the chapter and solve the sums before.... cos maths is such a time consuming subject that you have to practise frequently to get the hang of it. Its so frustrating when you know tt you know how to do it but just cant solve them!
erm anw, its okay if u dun understand what im talking abt. maybe its just me... lol
On a happier note, i went out at night to have dinner due to an impromptu sms. lalala.

This week can be a rather busy week... but aniway, i finally have company todae - I've been taking the bus alone since monday. Monday was kinda lucky for me.... training was cancelled cos i went during the hols. hahaha.... so i went to meet flo and jovi afta tt. Tuesday- Had to rush for piano lesson so took the bus alone again. Wed- got the briefing thingy so went home alone afta that. and todae... for a moment i feel kinda weird that hh hl and lf is with me. LOl. like really quite long nvr like that le.... cos of the past 3 days +hols. We went to tm and ate pasta which was my dinner..... not bad huh. but felt abit "cheated" la. the timing. hai..
afta that, went to walk ard and duno why suddenly everybody was talking abt their primary sch days. huihoon did an interesting recap of her primary school incidents... and i tell u the people there are so funny! But in the midst of it... i was feeling really tired. Duno any of you got notice anot but i felt damn tired while waiting for the bus. lol. but the stories are still entertaining... :)

Reached home... met my brother at the bus stop and i felt pissed at the attitude he's giving me. Like what the hell la.... dunoe since when he revert back to his insolent self. whatever man. Like i've the time and patience to force him to talk. And i seriously think tt people behaving like my brother are idiots.

im feeling guilty of all the hw piling up... especially chinese. the teacher abit crazy.... teach so fast.
anyway.... the next 3 days are gonna be filled up with air rifle and extra lessons.
and tmr wun be a short day either...

Gotta get my sleep now. nites`

Everything is going so wrong.



I feel so frustrated, irritated, stressed up and IN A TOTAL MESS.

the feeling just come to me like that and im feeling a sudden rush and stress.

and and and

How i wish i could go to yishun and have a night training there. have fun with my cca friends. Dont care about anything just go and train train train.
rather then being in this state now.

haiz. i dunoe whats going in my head now. i suddenly miss alot of things... and people.

I feel so ALONE in this room.
and my handphone is dying on me. as in... its spoilt. but not totally spoilt. going to. and im having difficulty with it now... so if i don reply to any of ur message.. its because of that.
life without handphone is gonna be hell for me. especially when in sch... and i tink the most important for me now is CCA messages. haiz.

Im going crazy tonight. i feel like throwing away all the maths homework.

and i really want to go for night training again. and be with kat jj cs gab coach.

I'm like in denial of my state now. I just want to be anywhere but here.

aniwae... lucky none of the people above read my blog. they will really think tt im siao.


ARUGHh.
Get me out from this madness. I hate this feeling.

I've been quite busy lately... cant even rmb when is the last time i had dinner at home. =X

the adventure we had on tuesday was funny...
But i enjoy the lunch we had together. =))
sometimes, i wonder what we should call ourselves as...
Lol.

After that... went for my long long overdue dental appointment. the last time i went was before chinese new year k... tt's like ultra long la. my dentist dint even noe tt i dint go last month until i tell him. lol. but its not a good thing as it hinder the progress.... And the main reason why i dint go was because last month was crazy with so many tests trgs competition and duno wad else. and then thr was the motivation camp....

i bet term 2 aint gonna be any better. so its better to rest well this holiday. tho its not much of a holiday for ALL of us...

at first i stil thought tt i would be free and rotting at home. but den coach suddenly inform us that there is night trainings so ya... there's basically whr i've been the past 2 nights. and its not only our sch... other schs came too...
but afta some spying, realised tt our sch is stil better =)
Haiz but its kind of not in my case.... i dunoe why leh but i keep being stuck at a particular score... so frustrating. and monthly shoot is next sunday... hope my score would improve by then...

I kinda miss yishun safra... the 969 bus... Northpoint... LOl.
when i was there yesterdae ... the memory of the nov-dec trgs just came back... and i tink its during the period tt we the sec4s really bonded.Haha. and lucky for me, jj and cs was there to acc me. Kat slack la. dun wanna come... gab ankle sprained. Lol. Guess coach will give gab a nagging when he go for trg todae..

Haiz. anybody realised just how fast 1 week pass?

and im so dead. hvn touched all my hw at all.
=(

and im going out soon. lol. i bet many of u hvn done any also rite. Hahaa.
but lets not be the 'sheeps' tt ramesh said ya.
I will do my best to finish them all... though its quite a chore.

maths. hais...

Hmm. where shall i start...
These few days are kinda crazy. hahaha. never had i experienced such packed schedule be4. and being in school for such a Looooonnnnnnngggggggg period for time!

Motivation Camp
Its awesome. tho i cant really say tt im really THAT motivated (i mean. in the first place i know im suppose to study alr...) but its a worthwhile camp. and i think that its quite good that they move up the dates of the camp earlier compared to last yr. Those study skills that dey teach us are fresh. and the trainers are ABSOLUTELY FUN & CRAZY. HAhahaha. u just hav ta tink of Ramesh and all the jokes just flood back.
but i admit. on the first day... the expression tt i wore during class wasnt tt interested... i tink im one of the ppl he can tell tt i dun want to be there. but at the end of the first day.. things start to get interesting n fun =)
lol. i feel tt i get kinda sleepy wheneva ramesh was nt there.

and the touching part. i've never known all the things tt was revealed during the camp. like the problems some them are facing... and their family situations. i feel sad for them... tho i wun say tt im frm a very happy family but at least nothing is happening to mine now. its really when u hear wad others are going thru tt u really treasure what u have now, isnt it?
and afta the camp, i also change my views on some of my classmates :)

in conclusion, the Motivation Camp was great and u really nid to go and experience urself to understand it.
i just hope the motivation will not die down afta sch reopen.... =/

Air Rifle Camp
Ok. i was dragging myself out of the bed on Sunday morning. So damn tiring. But the dragonboating in the morning was fun!
everyone arm muscle ached todae ... LOl. and noe wad. THE WATER IN KALLANG RIVER IS SO SALTY. omg. Can get kidney failure man. but i like it when we were allowed to go down in the sea/river. its been kinda long since i go swimming... arhhhhhhhh.
den afta tt we played some ice breaker games in the afternoon. seriously, i wanst tt enthu cos i felt like dozing. lol. but the guessing game was kinda entertaining. seeing everybody trying to act out the words. hahahaa. and seeing eyen and liwei act out the movie title tt i set. LOL.
and the bbq-ed food. i duno why leh.. but i think the chicken wings very nice ytd. Hahahaa.
around 9+, we watched movie at avt. aiyo... sitting in between gab and kat is hell cos both of them arent the type tt will scream and wheneva dey see those horror scenes dey will just make more noise to scare ppl. =/ and guess whr was i sitting?

Exactly the same place as whr i sat during the 3 days mcamp!

so coincidental cos i did nt chose the seats. and it will be a lie if i tell u im not tired of avt... Geog lecure in avt todae somemore. lol.

The best last night was the confidence walk! i must say... its well organised.. and the light sticks thingy. lol. me and kat were the last pair to go... got some places abit scary but generally we were walking quite fast. hahaha. den afta everything ends... it was already 2 am le. everybody was so drained... so most of us slept by 230 le. we slept at the hall.... and we were lucky to get the high jump mattress to sleep on. So soft...... LOl.

reached home at 2 pm todae cos i did nt join the amazing race. Hrd from kat tt i miss quite abit of housekeeping things... lol. but i feel so happy when i reach home.

I MISS SEEING THE DAYLIGHTS AT HOME.

i miss my room. i miss my com. i miss my radio and last but not least i miss my bed.

HAHA

its kinda refreshing not to reach home late at night and dive for the bed straightafter.

And GET OUT of the sch. finally man

but i don haf da 'holiday' mood. going sch again tmr.

so sianned. hai.. but the last few days were really funfilled. =)

Haf fun during the holidays guys.... but rmb to make it more meaningful.

Hahhaa.

WOOoSH!


P/S : maesten is so kind. really. i find it weird tt why she's being so nice to our class. haha

im so wrong.

The Motivation Camp was great man.

its fun. funny. interesting. educational. meaningful... and touching.


i guess the only downside is that it ended quite late.... and im sneeeeezzzing like crazy now.

gtg. Bye!!

ok. afta changing the skin... i got a sudden urge to abandon this blog and totally not care at all.
=/
changing skins have always been troublesome to me. Guess it wld be better for me to stick to one and not change anymore. lol.

eh the white colour abit difficult to see hor? i noe i noe... but i try to change alot of times stil cant leh. hmph... nvm den.

Friday- went for my cuzin wedding dinner. its was kinda boring + my ulcer wasnt okay yet. and i was freezing half the time...

Saturday- Louis chalet!
hahaha, more of his sister chalet ba.... i first time went to a chalet wif so many ppl n not knowing them. Lol. the people... seem bengz but i dint witness the things tt hl said cos i went home already. that night was nice and fun :) went for bowling and chit chatted at the mac be4 i went...
actually it wasnt really tt late la .compare to the previous times i was allowed to stay out. dunoe why my mom suddenly kick a fuss abt it so i went home earlier den i wanted too loh...
Oh ya. the food was great. Better den all the bbq-ed food frm all 2/2 chalets combined. HA!

Nothing much happened on sunday ... just plainly chionging hw. arugh. i hate to do hw on sundays. I don really like sundays. they are boring to me.... and the next day have to go sch.... =(

Lol. i think i sound like primary sch kid. hahahaha.

these 2 weeks are like filing week man. Files this file that. design covers... contents page. every subject's the same. and i feel so irritated when there's so much hw going on and have to study for test and stil have to care for all these files. =/
anyway. History file will be the last file for me.Maesten really make me lose all my interest in history.... and i tink the cover is so ugly . lol
oh ya..i agree wif jun. We finally start a new topic and get out of the APPEASEMENT POLICY. omg.
but i kinda lose hope alr ... and sumhow i dun see the point why she's making us come back. like there's any thing productive we can do. in class.
ESP when there are irritating people in class.... make so much noise. Haiz. enough with history. physics test was disappointing. I was freaking carelesss.again. i cant stand myself...grrrrrr. i have a bad feeling tt i wun meet his expectation...again.

i feel so tired. i want to sleep now.

i dun want to go for motivation camp. i rather have normal lessons ....
i just dun think tt its a good and right time.
hais.
CAMPS.
i've continuous camps for 5 days. think i will just fall asleep during lessons on monday. lol.
aR camp night is never meant for sleeping. i tink we are one of the ccas which do outrageous things that confirm be caught by teachers. strict ones at that. hahahaa. but soh cant do much to us. the seniorss aare coming back! yay =)
and bbq food. we got pattern one sia... rmb 2 yrs ago? when sam and singwei were still in sch.... i tink that's the best one.
haiz. Too bad ahsoon cant stay..... weiiii. try to stay k? lol...

hmm. went out wif jovi and min just now. eh... i feel that i really nid to clarify somethings.
Sometimes when i laugh... its not becos im lughing secretly (translate loosely frm chinese) or wad. actually sometimes i also dun understand why im luffing. i guess its part of my reaction... when i dunoe wad to say. or sometimes its becos u all de expression really veh funny. lol. BUT if u ever want me to give a serious answer... try not to make me luagh. cos if i start...chances are it iwll take me quite long to stop. lol. esp when im wif jovi... dunoe why la. haiya. i really think im different when im with different group of friends.
As in... Really Different.

i dun wan to go sch.arhhhhhhhhhhhz.
5 days of long hours. i wonder if i can take it. maybe i can. maybe i cant.


sighed. anyway... im ending here.. too tired to continue. Think it will be quite a while before i blog again. =)

cya....

I did not go school todae.


Reason?


Haiz.
i think im haunted by bites and sores.


firstly, there are these mosquito bites... and one was even swollen and big. I feel so disgusted when i look at all the scars =(

but on a bighter side, they are subsiding... and so far no new bites.

secondly, im suffering frm all the ulcers in my mouth... its so PAINNN.
and guess wad?

One was so big tt it make my lips swollen on one side.
omg. so uglyyy.
and im quite shocked... how come like that wan??? i nvr see such cases be4.


And so. For once, and for all .... i've decided to see the doctors.


and yea so i dint go sch loh.

the swollen has lessen now... i hope it wun grew back tmr morning again =X


Haiz. Although i miss the career fair todae... and chem prac.. but i think its worth it. I've manage to complete so many things which i normally couldn't.
an example would be to see the doctor - my piano teacher has been asking me to see them ever since she saw those big mosq bites on my legs.. which is like 1 month ago?
and i really feel damn exahusted these few days. i noe all of u all are tired too... but sumhow i got a feeling todae morning that its either i dun go sch todae or tmr. cos i think i will most probably fall sick tonight if i go just now.
haiz. exhaustion.
BUT im feeling so fresh and energetic now.... cos yea i slept most of the day todae. heh.


and todae let me see alot of things tt i normally cant. Like how my mom and sis were talking over breakfast be4 rushing to work. and how i finaly could sit down and see the newspapers. i think i hvn done tt for a long time... even during the weekends.
oh ya, and having the whole house to myself. LOl.
went to the polyclinic just now. waiting so long... i almost fall asleep. and nobody to acc me =(


I guess the best thing today is that PHYSICS TEST IS POSTPONE again! yayyy.
shld have said earlier, like ytd rite?

blehhhz.


ok... its 6:52 now. think i spent too long on this post le...lol. byeee