i was so bored last night but i cant use the com and blog. i do have alot of things to blog be4 the year ends actually.. but i think i may not have the time now. this may probably be my last entry be4 the new year starts.
Contemplated reading a book last night but somehow i just couldnt concentrate on it and my mind just keep wondering... in the end i just went to sleep. which is the best choice. felt so refreshed and recharged now after staying home for 2 days. Delayed finishing my vcds cos im afraid i would feel empty once i finished it. Lol.

Hmm. i remember being very excited of newyear last year... and yes i think i noe why. 2005 kinda sucky for me and i was happy of having a brand new change. and yes...2006 is actually so much better though it could really do without the Os examinations. Besides, 2007 its not only a NEW year... it represent so much NEW changes. New environment and having to come out of all our comfort zones. And meeting New people. Basically... everything revovle ard the word new. so much so that for once, i really hope tt sth nice and old can remain in the coming new year.

i do like beginnings. give me a fresh outlook and feeling excited of all the different and new things tt i could do in the new year. but not this time i guess.... when everything is so ambiguous.
and somehow, i feel tt it isnt tt much of a NEWyear since what we're gonna do nextyr eventually is tied up to this year. u noe wad i mean... Os results and everything.
But nah, im not tryiing to make anyone or myself feel bleak of the coming 2007, just some thoughts tt have been going in my mind.

i hope i cud do up sth by tmr night but i highly doubt so. haha. so ya... i just wanna say i luv all my friends and this year would not have been so much fun without u guys! i hope we would all remain in contact despite going in different directions... friends forever!

:)

arrrrhhhh. its not becos i dint want to blog the past few days. dint have the opportunity to. todae was like crazy man... both my siblings are home but yea thankfully my sis just went out. haha.

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its 2/2 chalet again. It rained the whole day and it somehow makes me rmb our very first chalet when we were sec1.
the night started wif the bbq... eating.. watching tv.. games.. chats.
i dint realise tt watching tv wif a bunch of friends can be so fun! and how backdated im with all the shows... lol

and yep. brought camera tt day... i dunoe when im gonna see everybody again and when's our next gathering...

but yup.. luv u guys! (:

I'm just back from swensens! its like..donkey years since i went there.. i can't even rmb my last visit.
my cousin was nice to treat us all to lunch.. haha. after receiving his fat paycheck.

the ice-cream was so nice.... but damn fattenning. i have already became fatter already.. no doubt abt tt but i dunoe why my relatives still say im thinner now. siaoooooo! my holiday in china really make me fat (oh ya i still hvn post up finish. LOL) + all the things tt i ate everyday... especially when im home (like ytd). i really gain alot of weight sia. and the coming days look more set of me becoming fatter! ARHHHH

okay. typical girl's rantings. u cant blame me.. im a girl afterall ;)


oh ya. ppl ppl.. please update ur blogs. im quite bored online sometimes and reading ur blogs really keep me engaged and knowing wad's going on in ur life. bahh. Go update!

i noe i dint did anithing wrong. i noe i don regret my decision. i was just being myself. i just felt bad becos i noe i made everything look wrong and messed up. im sorry.

u noe wad?
MY COM BROKE DOWN AGAIN :(((
im quite actually seriously tired of all these breakdowns and com probs tt i hope once and for all, it wld get fixed + my printer and everything..
but wad is making me damn sad that all the songs are seriously gone now. Gone. arughh.

aniway, i do have lotsa things to update on. hmm. currently, im quite hooked on to vcds. heh.. so actually staying home for the past few days was enjoyable. ha... aniway i think next wk i do have a few days for myself so yep, finishing it is not a big prob.

receiving mj letter to report nxt week was super sians for me and even though its nearing christmas, i still do not have the actual real feeling tt sch is reopening, or we are actually not going back to our sec sch animore :( i still remember that ard this time of the year i would start panicking at my undone work or chionging to finish the remaining ones and looking at the textbooks for the year to come. but now, there is nothing and i actaully feel quite lost wif jc curriculum. and though we're starting sch in 1 week time, im still not letting the reality sink in. or rather, i do not want to.

back to the hols : met ashley last weekend and its been more than 10mths since we last saw her. and yes... she does look different and changed. was quite interesting catching up with their lives.. kat too since its be so long since i last saw her. anyway kat is a workaholic.. i never seen anibody work so hard be4. lol
we went to vivocity. and its actually the first time i was there. LOl. and yes.. its so HUGE but i dont like the layout. the reason the entire mall was big because they stretched it till so long. i rather it be a normal mall where it has more storeys and less stretched out. =/
but i must say, the open space was very nice and cooling too. we spend most of our time chatting there instead of shopping in the mall. Ha... oh ya. watched dejavu there too. nice movie that is worth your money. i quite scared of watching movies that turn out really bland or rubbish-y.

yesterday, went out wif huihoon to plaza sing, queensway and bugis. was really tired when i reached home and when i lie down on my bed, i fell asleep straightaway. haha. saw junhui at plaza sing too and i really bought quite alot of things home. christmas prezzie materials, pencil case and clothes. actaully, i do have a feeling im doing impulsive buying last night but heck, i do need all these things tho.

i can't believe that we are actually going out tmr! like... finally? haha. but now it seems like im e problem. haiz. all becos of my sis man. the days tt she listed for us are all my busy days. why cant she put on xmas eve and xmas? when im like super free la. lol.. gonna go celebrate pai bdae tonight. and i hope somehow or another, tmr will turn out okay. or maybe i will just not go wif my family but then, i do quite want to eat the meal..
another clashes is the chalet and mj thingy. i just hope things stop clashing... and next week i dunoe if its consider packed or empty?
aniways, i do hope to meet up friends before school starts so if anione wanna go out, leave me a msg ya?
=)

and meanwhile, i will just settle with the other coms in my house...
which is actually veh inconvenient...

I just read through my june archives. Memories of all the extreme fatigueness from school (rmb the 8-4?) and trainings resurfaced again. June has unceremoniously been the worse month of the year for me. Not september, october or november. Its june. Damn. I was so worn out that i broke down once and just want everything to end.

6 months later, i finally got my wish.

its a freaking damn well deserved break.

And im not gonna waste my energies on people who dont deserve a single ouce of it.

Right. Continual of my holiday trip..

There are basically four places that we been to.. namely, haikou (the sort of capital, where the airport is located),xinlong, sanya & qionghai (im the qionghai- hainanese! ha)

The second day.
Went to those schools that those olden ppl go to. Abit like those in beijing wann. And there's an illustrated picture below which depicts a story and seems kinda familiar to me.. Think zhong lao shi got tell us before! Lol




























Beauteeeefuly rite??? I LOVE THIS PIC!
Okay.. den afta that was check-in at the 2nd hotel. Btw... i change hotel every single day.. =/
so yup.. that means i lived in a total of 6 hotels when i was there and man... the BEST is the 2nd day hotel cos its actaully not a hotel... but a resort! Got bathtub in the toilet somemore.. lol. and the room is really big.

An overview- btw, im sucker for beautiful scenic photos (:































If ya wondering why we took so many photos at the resort... its becos nighttimes when i was in hainan dao was super boring. there's nth to do cos most shops close quite early... + some hotels tt we live are beyond city reach. And ppl there eat dinner damn early sia... they ard 6 jiu eat le. Nightfall very early too.. the last photo tt u see was taken at 7. lol.. looks like 9pm rite?
haa.

The Third Day - Went to Xinlong.
Man.. that was like the worse day...
The tour guide took us to one coffee factory where they sell all coffee stuffs. The place was crowded but we thought little of it since we tot it wld alright.. and rather normal. BUT... Horrors of horror!!!!
The cashier counters prove to be SUPER DUPER HORRENDOUS. I've never seen such chaotic and non uniform and babaric acts of human beings. They have no order in queing and there are several counters where ppl jump queue and the chinese there are damn fierce man. The jump-queres and the ppl behind started having heated quarrelings and once was particular violent. Think they got into fight or sth. But overall, sounds of quarrels and shoutings filled the places... i wonder how do the ppl work there and man, my auntie mom and i huddled tgt and for the first time in my life, i really felt scared buying something. My aunt and mom wanted to give up buying when they neared the casheir and someone in front of them started having a heated quarreling but u noe wad? that super cashier actually had the nerve to tell my aunt and mom to put back the stuffs if they do not want to buy them animore. WHAT SHIT IS THAT. And so we gritted our teeth and spend another unbearable 10 mins for that person infront of us to be settled away by the security. wth..
And afta tt incident, the next few days when the tour guides brought us to shopping again, we swear nvr to check the cash counters first be4 deciding to purchase.
what an experience man.. and chinese are really damn super fierece!

i think i have just had the longest conversation with my brother.

Reached home. Had a hot hot bath (man.. its so cold in the bus). ate dinner.

at first, i was kinda irritated that my bro was occupying my room... cos all i want was just have my own space... and well, there's no way that i can use my bro room at any one time cos for one reason or another, i always find his room smelly and uncomfortable. so yea, was kinda tired and decided to rest on my bed.. and until our compromised time at 10pm came.
Then, for one reason or another i decided to open my mouth and talk to him. Was kinda surprise that he actually listens to me and give some response.. anyway, what was i talking to him?

I decide to tell him the whole of my experience this yr.

Rant at him how impt next yr is for him... told him how much i regret not doing well enuf for my midyears... told him how impt it is to get your maths at ur fingertips well... told him how beneficial it is to start revision right at the start of the year.. or atleast get all ur sec3 stuffs right now... Told him how many things i would change if im beginning my sec4 yr soon... Told him all the shits that we have to go through during O level.
Then.. i told him how much i hated smokers... how i would kill him and never acknowledge him if he ever smokes.. told him never ever to fall into bad company... Told him how all the 'cool things' are never cool...

yea basically i just rant/nag/ talk... whatever you decide to perceive me as but honestly, in terms of studies i think i would have do things in a much different way if somebody said that to me. And how i thought i should tell him abt some guys and how i perceive them and how much i do not want him to turn into those self-perceive 'coolness'... smokes, do bad stuffs & all and how much i wanted him to do well in his Os next yr...


its rare how i can talk to my brother and exchanging our opinions to each other. And the time that he actually listens to me. =/


Had a long day today... took a long journey bus... thoughts of some things

and sometimes, i think im much happier this way. no emotional baggage.
nothing-

Okay... im currently uploading all the photos. My pictures in my com are getting real messy..

The First Day.
Reach budget terminal at 430am. yawnns. my flight was at 6am.. and im quite surprise how easily im woken up by my dad at 3am esp when i only fell asleep at 12 plus. the days when i was mugging at Os i could barely wake up without at least 4-5 hrs of sleep.
well, after checking in we have to wait for a tv infront of the boarding gates to tell us which gates we should go to. my sis comment that it was like watching shares and stocks and once the tv shown which gate it is.... typical singaporeans would rush kiasuly in a bid to be first in line... oh btw, xxx airways doesnt give allocated seats and neither do they give advance info like gates. which i find it kinda weird and troublesome... especially the gates thingy. and so far i only noe its only in sg... when i was boarding the flight at haikou it wasnt even like that. As for the allocated seats, yes i noe its a budget airline but since zzz is alrady doing it... i don see why the other buget airlines dont do it... esp when it can save so much troubles. and oh ya, i rmb how sucky the attitude is of one of the staff at the checking in of luggage counter.
crap sia... budget so wad? still nid to have some work ethnics rite?

i believe there is still a need of quality no matter what.

anyway, i guess im just too used to good quality airlines like cathay pacific.. and the reason we are taking xxx cos tt's the only airline that fly straight to the place.

Reach haikou and yea was kinda stunned at how many relatives came to welcome us. Got a total of four to five cars. LOl

after checking in the hotel and ate lunch.. it was free & ez time. the relatives took us ard in their cars and brought us to this resort. wow. its so beautiful man... and ive yet been to such places in sg.
honestly, when i was told i was going to hainan dao i dint expect such places.. lol. yea.. i guess the one who is backdated is me..

my brother & i. you see how messy my hair is and you would noe how windy and cooling it is there. luv e weather!

dinner during the first night was splendid ( reasons later..)

and i finally got to see the whole of my distant relatives... and discovered that there are more mocui___ other den my cousins here. LOL.

So cute right the baby!! Lol. neways... here are some of e cousins :

mocuihe mocuiren mocuidao mocuizi

LOL.

i guess that's all for todae. still got 6more days. haa...

meeting soh later and ash and kat.

Ps/ Pardon for all the messiness... i tried rearranging them orderly but blogger is driving me nuts! ignore it for the time being..

Alright, i still fail to update my trip...after one whole afternoon infront of this com

distractions. tsk.
or isit time passes too fast?

nah. i've always take a long time to get down to things even tho in my heart i kept constantly remind meself that i shld do this and that.

somethings that i wish i could change.

aniway, im so totally in love with lily allen's littlest things!
its such a beautiful song..

go http://www.lilyallenmusic.com

(:



and oh yes.. i still hate to wait..

its been like quite some time since i've stayed up.

and yea its nice to catch with friends =)

and songsss. yayyys. im so happy now!

i hope i cud stay up to 5am and wake my dad up...

and oh, receive a surprsie sms frm mr soh. aye.. cca photos! guess im gonna collect from him one day and pass it to the rest.


anw, ash told me how crappish melbourne weather is. since australia is at the southern hemisphere.. its supposedly to be having summer now.. and she told me the first day, it was 37 degree... den second day 29... third day 20... and now its 13.6???!

LOL. guess geog shld do a case study on mel...

im glad to be home.

and back in singapore!!

man, i miss the FOOD here and the clean and non-congession city. i guess its only when ure at overseas do u treasure the orderliness in sg.

and definitely i will be posting up my whole trip for memories.

But seriously, within these 7 days, there are some boring times whre i really feel tt im wasting my little remaining hols.
and there are some which was an opener and once-in-a lifetime. more on that later.

meanwhile im catching up on things that i'e lost touch for 1 week... ah so long so long.

and of cos spinning my favourrites...

firstly, i wanna complain something.

I am so bloody pissed off by my cousin friend.
idiiot.. made me wait and wait and wait the whole night on friday (when i had quite a bad day) and the whole of the weekend.. in the end just to call off the assignment job which my cousin plan to give me.

wad the. GRRRRRRR.
But well, at least the waiting is done and over. you dunoe how frustrating it is... especially when this computer of mine cant acess to all mails and i have to constantly on my sis com to check my hotmail... and kina worried cos im leaving this week and i noe the assignment nid to be completed by this week.
ARughhhhh. and for the record, i hate to wait. especially when its something impt.

aniwae. had quite a good night on saturday..went for coach bbq which is all the way at bukit batok and apparently, its only for us, graduated seniors. haha.
well, feel that the bbq is a tad quiet tho... but nonetheless i think its great to gather everyone once in a while.

Halfway through, we realise that coach actually wanted to chat business over the bbq with us. Hahaha. but den... there is no deal. and to be honest... im not keen on commitments. lol. prefer the training part :)

And here are the photos!














taken near the pool while waiting for the food to be brought down..














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EMO botak. hahahahaa














HE IS SO ADORABLE






























SOOO many photos. eh i dunoe why there are so many spacing in between...

arh aniway.. i nid to go now. flo's gonna kill me.. im gonna be super late!