yea! finally can blogged le..i dunoe wad happened to the blog yesterdae.can't type anith..But aniwae..Todae ain't exactly a gd one for me. Worst- its a veri bad dae manz..haiz whr shld i start?
feel tt i dunoe wad i am doin..kinda outta my mind? haix duno la..wadeva it is i juz had to face it on mondae. And if thr's anith bad abt it. i deserved it..i kinda spoil my own dae tho`..weird
the worst part is afta sch..firstly we tot Jen culd come wif us & i was so happi..den we were rushin out of the sch to catch the earliest bus as possible. But later jen told us she cant rush home in time for her tuition so nvr go wif us le haizz..den afta we boarded 14 den i realise i 4goten to bring my maths txtbk home! damn..n i mean reali lorh..In the end i had to go back to sch again n retrieved the bk..veri stuppid rite? i know..all becos of my foolishness. Den when i go back to e claz sum of e clazmates was like staring at me weirdly. Come back juz to take tt pathetic bk? dotxx..And mind u at tt time i was realli quite pissed off by the strings of events tt happened within 1 hr. Oh yea..now tt i tink of it..its reali within 1 Hr and so mani tings happened! Juz my luck...Okay wait tis is not the end. While havin my lunch wif my frens, jen sudenly smsed us n said tt her tuition is postponed..Sooooooo dotxxzz rite? when i read tt i was reali oMg..wad the heck izit todae? y tings juz can't go in my way..N so largely messed up? haixx..n also an eva-goin problem in da claz..had a nitemare manz. Wish it wld stop haunting me.

=> * Why izit tt i am always thr when my frens are in nid of help n none of them are ard me when i nid theirs?*

=>*Why do I always feel so lonely when I need someone by my side...feel tt no one cud eva try to understand me...Or know how i felt when i always noe how dey r feeling when dey r sad.*

=>* I chose to be kind to others` altho i get hurt easily that way...

iF ya dunoe..this is wad i had been feelin tis past 7 months..no kiddin and i'm not crazie but i dun ask for anith if u guys are reading this..jUz wana let myself out. tts all...

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haixx mondae blues -.- duno wad to type..juz feel like blogging..haharx lame
the prev wkend for me it nt at all relaxing..=( so mani things to do..so little time` guess i stil had dnt and art hw + hcl test n maths!! arghhz..hate maths..dun wana fail manz. and all this things r juz back to back..wun hav ani rest. i'm gonna be so busy tis wk but i dun feel like doin anith xcept sleepin at home whole day....................>.<
But i can't afford to do tt yea..had to forced myself n get everything right~ haix. how i wish tis week would end reallll fast..but i noe my problems r juz plain laziness..thr are problems out thr wich is much worst den me. And i hav to cherish it for tt.  
 
~-- [ Luv urself for who u are for u are the one and only]--~

So much for everything yea...

haizz..wad a long n yet short week. i'm getting tired..i wan to sleep zzz
mondae juz seem to be ytd ain't it? the days seem to past quite fast..yet long for me durin sch hours..esp 2dae, sudenly sooo mani hw poured in. to tink tt i tot thr is lil hw =/ n its so stuupid 2dae..altho i did escaped 'unscathed' frm suriadi but i got caught for my err earing? dotzz` kind of forgoten abt tt den monday hav to giv her the wb personally! i hOpE i wun forget it tis time..i duno wad happen to me tis Whole week sia..i keep forgeting tings n even if i did bring it i wld suspect myself of not doin it..wad exactly happen to me? i dunoe [again]

i tink i'm quite a crybaby @ times..hahahrx weneva thr's sumthing tt is bothering me e first ting tt i felt is to cry it out..its sooo damn stupid rite but i guess tt's my way of chanelling out.be it stress or anith..i've sort of given up trying to open up to anione coz i had xperience of it.` dey wun understand how u feel n wun bother to aniwae` not tt i blame it or wad..juz feel tt nObody really..really.. understands me. dey dun c my point of view. dey wun noe my situation. n dey condemn mistakes.  whatever it is..everything juz seem to be my fault. or my own problems. feel so alone..but tt's it. you can't change anything even if u wan to. The world dun revolve ard u. U revolve ard the world.

--->  Dun judge me when You dun eVen nOe me. I'm not wad You tink i am. <---

So mUch 4 my happy ending...

My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

ph0+o takings...

saturdae...
[Cca mee+ing n photo takings]
 
Finally..our nxt meeting arrived.ahem..planned by our exco members
lol..altho we onli had like 1 meeting & 8 trainings days a month..the meeting was always discussing newer tings for our small range of club members. this time we had the uhh-- ministry of finance..for club funds in short. the funds r mainly for celebrating ppl b'dae n having meals after training..ha wich means ev.mth we wil at least eat a cake n pizzas.Gasp. =x
Den we had our photo-takings..haharx at least i get to stand this time.not sit..but the stupid guys get to stand on the benches while us on e floor..-_- [i guess its to let them look taller..dotzz]
Haix.tho its suppose to be a joyous one..but i can't fathom y cherie cried. i dun understand..i dun even noe wad to sae..guess we can't really understand a person unless we're in their shoes.
 
Oh yahz..did i forget to sae tt Mr Soh won the best-dressed male teacher? whahaharx..but aniwae he do look nice in the costume tho. =)
 

>> Life is too short to dwell on the sad memories. Forget the bitter ones n move on.<<

bored + tired ...

todae is juz ani normal day in sch i guess..but exceptionally tiring one for me too.*yawnx* tts wad i've been doing.ughz tmr got geog test n i stil dun get the hang of it! dead-manz. Hope the focus key do help..preparing to mugged for it 2nite. haiz.duno la i tink i wil be v.tired tmr also.after the hcl stil got ar trg..=( aniwae..i wld be among the last to go..Oh yea we had photo takin session tmr too..whahahz last yr lo..lets make the best out of it.
Cyazz