it really makes me feel good tt i've made someone feel better ;) :)

cos be4 tt i was feeling quite siannned at some things**. haiyah don wanna blog abt it... but jus some trivial stuffs tt irks me.
and u noe wad. i kinda felt wad u all told me ytd. hmm.

todae... lik Finally go out wif huihoon can!. first time .... something happen to her. second time ... i was damn sick. and now. yeaahhh ~~ hahaa. finally go shopping at bishan j8. and yes bought some things too. somehow i feel tt im tt kind of preson if go out specially to shop... MUST buy something home... or else like go out for nothing. LoL

and flo hor. so funny can... while we're eating at pastamania she suddenly called and asked me abt jianbao thingy. Lol. and i was half explaining to her, half luffing wif hh. but i rmb i kept asking yp too when i first started doing it. lik abit confusing ba i guess... and she nids to do 2 zhong lei while i nid to do 1 only! whahaha...
Ok..den afta tt travelled down to orchard. not as crowded as i thot it will be. hh bought a pair of shoes! (ok not shoes. dunoe how to say. pumps?) very nice!!

ok tts roughly how i spend my day todae. at least not cooped at home like the past few days. but...tmr like nothing on. hai. so boring.... and i tink my sis frens coming to stay over. its gonna be crowded man... (judging the no. and the size of my hse. hurh!) lol. mom wasn't really happy abt it actaully...
and i dunoe how im going to spend my day. At Home. bahhhhh.

Right. do i feel excited going sch?
dunoe.
dunoe.
dunoe.

but i tink the thot of being sec4 seems ... weird.

after seeing 3 batch of sec4, wonder how our batch is gonna be like?

11:11pm

P.S : after having sore throat for ONE whole WEEK (arughhh!) , i can finally relinquish my taste for chocs again =))

yesterdae was a horrible day.
i got so sick of getting the wrong ans tt i gav up practising. and i jus revise by reading my notebook. kinda helps cos i really feel relaxed afta tt... haiz.

BUT

i made a BIG careless mistake which will probably cause me to Fail again.

Im such a LOSER.

How Many Amaths eXams i wanna fail again?


i can safely tell u None. but all talk no actions make me hate myself even more...

Sigh.
and to redeem myself... im off to finish all the hw tt i've left undone. tonight.

i don like to be online anymore.
but before the new year comes, i will blog a LONG long post abt this whole of 2005 (cant be any good)
and my bittersweet feelings of a new year.

.
.

sighed. and off i go now ...

7:55pm

u noe wad. i was just randomly online;
and wanted to postpone blogging....but den suddenly ive too many things tt i wanna type out.
lol.

yesterdae -
went out shoppin wif my mom, aunt and cuzzin. and one thing i like going out wif my cuzin is tt her boyfriend will drive us ard =D instead of takin mrt. =/ and yes... bought clothes!!!! haahah. lik finally la. and also went to orchard at night... saw the lights. wth man. its getting WORSE every year... i still remember hownice all the displays were when im young. n tt christmas eve was a pariticularly memorable wan. dunoe why up til now i stil can remember ...
den reached home quite late la (considering the fact tt i nid to wake up at 7plus tmr) . SO TIRING.
i tink my feets are jus easily vulnerable.

todae-
supposedly to meet hh to go sch tgt... but i was late. wake up too late..so cant meet her.
the 12 excos was suppose to have a meeting... but turn out only 8 come (FAR frm wad soh wanted >.<) but anw, the meeting still carry on... quite smoothly la. discuss all the things tt we want to do... and settle all the admin stuffs. and it ended early too. 1 hr nia.
BUT there is sth tt i wanna voiced out....

and yes, it originates frm the email tt he send us. altho it was one week ago. kinda overdue but todae it jus makes me more so in wanting to say abt it.
In his post message part, he type out one whole chunk of things of saying abt How the prep work shldnt be LATE (ahermm) How da sec3s are not proactive enought .. How we MUST quickly get all the other excos to cooperate together ... to achieve some sort of targets. How we should lead the team and all this.... bla blaaa.

i tell you, the first thing tt got me so pissed was all those deadlines. wad 2nd jan 6th jan must do finish. and the fact tt we noe nothing how the sch is going to operate the sec one orientation. yah la, the main thing is - we dont noe when it is. and we dont know is he just stressing us or we are jus late in preparing?

Second, the fact tt he was kinda criticising us. somehow inefficient or something... but hey - look. this year all the organising de stuffs also WE , da sec3s do can?
the March camp - yeah yeah. i think it really SUCKS man. all the coordinating stuffs was bad. esp the beginning...but still we took the trouble to plan the eastcoastpark thing (bikes, captainball), FOOD ... and the nightwalk (it wld have been smooth if not tt we clash wif the sjab ppl). but overall, still sucks la. sam dey all was better. shld be sec4 do rite? dunoo why this year start Soh suggested tt it become a practice for the sec3 to organise. Fine.

Third- afta the championship, he called us tgt again to discuss abt the presentation. Ok,this one ive nth against it. its natural tt we are suppose to do it. but the thing is tt, i remember he kept postponing the dates =/
Fourth- THe sec4 pass out dinner. we reallly take a whole lot of consideration into this as this is for our seniors. and quite alot of prep work also la. call this call tt. but in the end... its still soh who got the avenue for us. kudos to him for tt.

what am i doing?
im jus listing out the things tt we have been doing (fruitful or not, successful or not, Fully or not) . but yes, we did all this. meetings and discussions.
and somehow, we got a feeling tt he's saying tt we're not doing our part.
well, maybe he prefer the sec1s and sec2s but he cant deny the fact tt it is still us who are carrying out and DOING it.
and look at the turnout todae: 3 sec1s (not bad la. but i still think they are abit unfamiliar with all the meetings and stuffs. and isnt very active. xcept hanguang ... he does of course, seems to be the most promising wan. but den sec one only... u never noe also. Look at the sec4 case. so many ppl during sec1&2..but in the end left 3 only sia... )

1sec2 - Okay. the number is not very nice. only zucheng came. but the rest who dint come de reasons are very valid and understandable. esp sining... hope her mom cud recover quickly. diana went to work.... the other one shld be in indonesia.
Its understandable but i hope next yr dey will be more invovled and committed. ive no qualms abt diana leadership..but it cant work also if there is only 1 person. u noe wad i mean?

4sec3- Yay. we're the best. ALL OF US COME. LOL.
....
i really hope hor, tt soh stay true to his word. so that this secone Orientation thingy (no more MARCH camp, no more nothing)wld officially be our last proj. last thing to be incharge.

and. (echoing leewei words) ....

I CANT WAIT TO PASS OFF!




but damn. there are 7 more mths. SEVEN. and i tink its worse next yr cos there is no syf, so more ccas are passing off earlier.
and the only cca now tt i can think of tt have the same fate as us is... canoeing?
dey also july got competition wad.

Haiz. but frm now to later... many many things can happen.
realllyy.

i do like my cca la, but sometimes there are still some things tt get to you.

and i tink this is the first post tt i so openly type out everything.
Ha. and like i said,

will it make a difference?


No....

4:37pm

wah. guess wad ... '


i sat on the sofa, infront of the tv for 5hrs++ . break my own record!

cos i was never a tv person... LoL`

thanks to ch5 - i watched the princess diary and sweet home alabama.

suddenly realise tt ive been watching reese witherspoon movie quite oftenly and i tink her expressions lik all the same. lol. first its just like heaven (i tink its the best la. ) 2nd legally blonde and now...the alabama show.

and i tink there aint gonna be a second time like tt .... cos
the new year eve movies lik not nice sehhh.

Ok.. i tink im logging off...
and be4 tt

Happy Birthday Jiemin! =)

1:10am

HoHoHo.
Merry Xmas!! **

ok. just getting into the festive season =)
but nah.. i never celebrate christmas de. but sometimes i really wish tt my family do celebrate christmas... like going to a relative hse to eat and exchange presents. hahaa.

ahhhhh. but nvm.. there is stil chinese new year!! =)

so now.. got nothing to do. feelin so boreeeed. but todae slept until damn shuang la. and i haf a weird dream... so weird tt i can still remember it. lol. and thre are some sad parts.
=S

aniwae. yesterdae was suppose to go to flo chruch. but in the end there is some mis communication .... and me jiemin cheryl katherine did not go. instead, we went min house to watch move. haha. zathura and herbie: fully loaded. both also nt bad ba. wad a good way to save money . vcds.
rite den. cheryl nid to go home for dinner. jiemin eating at home. left me n kat... we wander ard eastpoint for awhile den min suddenly called us tt she wanna join us. lol ... lucky we dint take the mrt.
afta meeting her, we took 12 to roxy square and walk all the way in to parkway parade (or isit marine parade? ) . ate at mos burger .... but i dint eat much la.
talk some things. ;)
kinda surprising. but not totally unexpected either ...
hmm. hmm. lol

den jiemin father fetch us .... reached home at 11 plus. and i went online, suddenly feel so no life man. so lil ppl onlining. and yes. M1 Kinda Sucks . the reception is so damn slow mannn. took 1 and a half hour to reach me. wth.

I Want To Change Phone!!!

aye aye.
no more inspirations...
i dun even noe wad i shld do now. read or hw?
im tempted to do the former. haha.

mabe if i did my hw i will blog abit it later. Lol.


P.S : tt stupid sorethroat still refuse to go away! grrrr. lik on and off. SOOO PAINNN. esp at NITE! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
honey and water and salt and milk tea are only temporary. dey can make me feel better for an hr. but thats it.
:(

quickly go away lehhh. i don like you la....

4:06pm

YAY*

todae is a Happy Happy day~ =D

Let me tell u why :

1st. there are at least 3 person i knew whose bdae falls on todae. and tt is pailin, my sis and my cuzin. LOl... happy birthday =))

2nd. WE FINISH THE GEOG PROJ LIAO. omg. yes. finish in 2 days! mus thank j.e.x ...think dey did more den us ...

3rd. went out in the evening ....

coach ask the 5 of us to go to toapayoh for the thank you buffet dinner. ehh..abit weird hor. but its for their other time... the civil defence wan. n yah... gabriel tt time nvr help but stil come to eat. Lol. n funny thing is... coach ask us to come but in the end she herself nvr come. dots la. come all the way jus to eat dinner.... abit wu liao. haha..nonetheless haf fun being with them.
but... i stil find some of their fighting wu liao man.
=/

4th. its a happy ending.

cos frm past outings,,,,, did nt really haf happy endings. but i tink this week improve alot. (except the fact tt im sick)
hai. ok anw, while waiting for the mrt at toapayoh, i was deciding if i shld go along wif them to go home... or go to my aunt hse. logically since i do not wish to be back home so early, i shld go to my aunt hse. but some how or another... i did not ... and the trip back was kinda funny. ha ha
and todae den i realise tt i nvr really take the mrt back wif jj alone be4 despite the fact tt we live in tampines. lol. the past 2 times i either went out or alight at bedok to makan. ok at first i tot it was gonna be weird... but in the end stil got some stuffs to talk abt so nt so bad la.

anw, back to the point. what i meant by happy ending is tt i don go home feelin all alone at the end of the day.
guess i don really like to be alone as much as i tot i will be. hmm


tmr gonna be christmas eve. wondering.. if we will go out ............. or not. bla. hopefully yes.




- jian kang jiu shi fu -

10:45pm

SICK


stupid man. what a good time to be sick now??
=/

was having a fever yesterdae... hai. i felt so xin ku. really xin ku . the immense headache, the high temperature and my limbs feelin so heavy. <- why huh? i dunoe la. think its been quite long since i fell sick.
and i woke up todae... feelin much better. the high temperature seem to haf subsided... but the head ache stil lingers. and im lik having muscle cramps now. haiz. and worse. SORE THROAT. so damn pain loh. and i said its worse cos frm experience i noe a sore throat can trigger back the fever.
:(
haiz.. so in conclusion.. im not in good shape now.


tuesday : went to fetch jiemin. =) and also the fact tt everybody finally gathers ard feel good too. and suddenly, so many ppl interested in horo. Lol.
reach home at 11 i tink... the night was fun. but the morning and afternoon... wah i really cant stand it. and i was so tired. i yawn like nobody business man...

wednesday: alr say hao go out wif yp le. lol. actually i started to feel sick in the morning... but it wasnt so jia lat n i tot going out will make it go away. HOW WRONG. the only think i did to myself was to experience the coldest day of my life. i nvr really feel so cold be4. as in ..not tt kind of going to cold countries or being in an air-con room. its jus.... abnormally cold.
hai. the worse is when we 're in the bus. im SUPER DUPER COLD. and its like... woah. Finally out of the bus. i was so glad. but it was short lived. the moment we stepped in tm, the coldness came back again... even the jacket cant do anith. yp got ask me to go home but i think since we're already out..might as well follow her to pick pai present.

kinda stupid of me. cos when i reached home... my fever ran full course.
blah.
this entry is like... MY SICK STORY
Stupid....

hai. but im still not well now. tired... or isit the headache? =(
i really nid to be well by todae. cos tmr... got things on man.
and todae... acutally suppose to go out wif hh de. but.....

yset nite i felt tt im wasting my time away lyin in bed when i can do so many things. and todae... i feel the same too.. =(


.
.
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-resting in progress -

11:09am

its a cooling cooling nite ~
=)

todae had some discussion for geog project. but... i dint expect to end so fast sia!
we jus discussed barely for 2hrs and already noe wad we wanna do liao. haha... efficient sia. HOPE on fri we really can finish it ....

So long nvr see jovita le.... finally chatted with her todae. n yes.... got back my jeans! lik go long ... but nvm la. its okay. and we think think back.... realised tt the last time we c each other was last month... and wathcing Just Like Heaven. woah, tt is long man.
Yup, so aniwae we went to tm to watch King Kong afta learning tt flo and kat had pangseh us =/ (gd lor u all).
and this time got the tickets. =)) i was afraid tt it wld be wad i experienced the other time... but aniwae we went to mac and chat since there was stil 1hr ++ before our movie start. and yah... kinda talkk alot. but most jovi la. hahaa. shes the more happening wan.
we bough popcorns !
hahahaa. ehh... suddenly realised i veh long nvr eat popcorns also.

the movie is very long man....
beginning is not bad. middle VERY exciting! but got some parts really damn scary la. i jus keep moving near jovita. Lol. and both of us keep omg-ing wheneva we c gross and scary scenes. the movie is nice... worth ur bucks but i find the ending kinda boring and draggy.
hmm, nonetheless its quite touching. but i wun blog out in details tho... don wanna spoil some of ya for the movie. :)

eh.. come to think of it. i tink todae is really unexpected. first unexpecting thing was how fast our meeting end todae. thot it gonna drag till 5 plus or 6. second... dint expect to watch movie todae!.
i like movies. (yup, in case u dint notice. haha)
and yesterdae ch5 Legally Blonde very nice also! LOL. not bad sia.... more n more newer movies coming up.

gotta go now. stil haf to wake up earlyyyyy tmr ....
hai.

nite``

P.S : i FINALLY finish my jianbao liao!!! LoL

feets feelin so sore now
blisters growing alr
but at least i did nt fall asleep straight at 10pm like wad i did ytd. lol
hai... but still feelin tired la

recounting wad i did todae :
waking up early to meet ps dey all for breakfast. walk n walk n walk and end up at mac again. dots. ps treat us to mac breakfast. rush to intc to take the magical 969.

reach safra. waited for coach (asusual. ar is nvr punctual). search for stupid gears. break my nails. start shooting 400 shots. lousy results. again.
Blah.. its so damn stupid! but i bet none of u all reading will noe wad i mean ....
I really dont understand why everytime (for the past 2 mthly shoots and todae) whenevea we're shooting 40 shots... in between at least 3 bad shots will appear and worse of alll i dont find anyth wrong frm my shooting (eg. triger, body shake, leg moving). NONE ! and dey jus miraclely dipped down. its so damn frustrating. especially when it can a 10 or 9... it become a 7 or 6. grrrrrrrr! see how much marks i lose. and todae is the worse of all man. i got a total of 5-6 bad shots. wth. i dunoe wads the problem man....
im so sianed by it tt i don even haf e enthusiasm to go for monthly shoot animore.

right. vent out all my thots alr. afta da shooot, me vic kat kel ps went to da bowling alley to eat. i tink its quite nice la actually. brought back some of e past memories. i will preferably said its last yr. last yr is just the best yr . more fun... this yr is like blahz.
after returning all the guns and gears, i left with jj dey all wif kat to take mrt. haha... finally nt taking 969 coz going bugis to meet my mom n aunt n cuzin.

i reached bugis and when i came out... suddenly feel so lost sia. guess its becos i havent been thr for quite some time. in fact i tink its 2 months ago since i were thr. Lol and i cant seem to find the place tt dey were at.
finally met them... went round shopping.. but i dint bought anith tho. actually, im not really in the mood to shop anw.
went to sakae for dinner. oh man! never - ever - am i gonna eat the chopped up raw salmon don animore. its jus so .... un-delicious. so bland. and i got bored of the salmon very soon. lucky there were other food ard to spur my appetite abit. ..
chatted and as usual- found my cuzin life stories veh interesting.
reached home at 10 plus ....
i went out for exactly 12 hrs.


sighed. wanted to blog out something. but i just lost track of what i wanna voiced out. forget it -i noe i wld one day. but come to think of it - does typing them all out make any difference?

i guess not ....

11:29pm

As much as im infuriated by my brother many times, this time i mus really thank him lah.

he managed to restore my com....
and i really need to use now. Haha

Last few days were .......
i cant remember wad i did on wed. Lol.. ok thurs, i'm disappointed loh. actually wanted to watch p&p wif jc de... but in the end the seats left were only the first 2 rows. im lik..dumbfounded la. i thot this movie nobody will watch liao.. hais

changed my braces yesterdae... bottom teeth so pain.. but now is okay le la. bought a pair of slippers too. haha. retail therapy...
Afta tt, went to toa payoh to my aunt house. its really so obvious tt ure a 'foreigner' in a particular heartland. first case - while in yishun ..... we actaullly lookin the map in the bus interchange to check out wich bus to take. den thr really so different frm the east... i mean the buses la. Haha. second case - i feel so.. dots . while alighting at bradell ytd... i actaully turn the wrong side. as in.... thats actually the dead end and the other side is then the escalator... LOL. feel so suku la.

but aniwae... had quite a gd experience at my aunt hse ytd. =) she got so much chinese luv novels can... like. woah!! ok la.. shes used to run a book store.. think now also. hmm yup, i read finish one of it yestd. fast rite. lol... ate alot also. hais.

im at my worst when im at home. i can eat non-stop. as in... NON-STOP.
i feel lik such a pig...
shld start controlling myself now...


signing off ....

8:41pm

hahaha. me n vicki's

Ok.. i finally noe how to blog with photos liao. But i still hate e fact tt u cant move them. so mah fan sia. aniwae, had monthly shoot at yishun safra on sun. yep and this time got photos! Hahaa. thanks to pengsoon cam which we found in his bag (while hes shooting) and since many of my frens dont haf the opportunity to see our training place except sch (which is really pathetic compare to here) so ... tadda!

Here goes ...

LOl. ok.. funny kat! hahaha. i noe this is veh dots la... but its the best pic so far to show the whole of the range. this is also the place where we had our inter-sch competition...and the guys now are shooting for the the monthly shoot.

eh this place nice rite? air- conditioned and so much BETTER than the hot stuffy range in school! baaah

Us. :)

ehh vicki think this guy is cute. Lol... not bad seh. she still manage to get gd pics without being caught. haha! But see the difference? all the gd gd equipments... Sigh. Previledge of National Team members ....

Hopefully someday, we will be there =) .

vicki n me again.

ya we bo liao la..

and lastly... the picture of my 3 graduated seniors

-ps, vic, kel -

Yup. finished le.... veh short rite. hahahaa. still my first time tho. and btw... this time my score is till the same. 359. peng sia...

anw, since the photos cant be move abt... i uploaded the last photo to the first one and mentally drafting how im going to blog... i think its so tedious, anybody haf a better idea??

but nvm. its not like i owas have photos to put up... lol

been kinda busy lately... but im getting bored of it.. haiz. im such a short attention span person. its no wonder all the things tt i do nvr last...

Feelin kinda bored now ... and nobody's online. wonder wad everyone is up to nowadays... I'M MISSING ALOT OF PPL NOW

=(

when is the last time i went out and played really happily? i cant rmb =/

haiiz... im missing all of u.

u. u. u. u. u. u. u. u. u. u. u. u. u. u. u.

yes u.

5:00 pm

arughh!! stupid blogger!
why cant photos be moved up and down???

haiz....
i like doin it for 1 and a half hr le.. and in the end turns out like tt!

but nvm. i tink i got a plan. ;) jus tt i don tink i can blog todae.

too late- i haven had my dinner yet. mom is scolding...
-.-

Hav been busying with dong fang kuai che meetings....
choose scripts- check scripts- edit scripts -recopying scripts- discussion
and on and on....
todae did more of copying scripts (those handwriting tt really cant be comprehend) and editing... haix if not for chen lao shi i tink we wld be able to finish up faster...
but nvm. i got two days free now!
i guess i wld prolly rest at home tmr... so tiring sia...

BLOGGING TMR.

Must see the photos... Lol.
ok ..haf to eat my dinner now. byee~

8:32pm

im too sian-ed to blog out anith now.

feelin' so overwhelmed by thoughts.

and ... i still haven go search for my zuo wen bu. hais.

bla bla bla. im feelin nothingness. not exactly bored. cos i have stuffs to do!
at least.. for now and tmr.

Eh.. who wanna watch MOVIE please call me!!

IM DYING....

8:30pm

Why do Hairdressers Always dont Understand What We Want?


sian. i said shoulder length. BUT my hair is so short now!
hai.. its OK la. but it wld be nicer if its longer...

hahahahaha.
ok, i just reached home and took a bath.. went to my room and found a letter on my table.
its frm the sch again.... and i read the letter tt addressed to my parents which was quite funny to me. apparently my paper was mixed wif e othe grp. dots.
eh guess wad?

i got 85% for physics! LOLX... (higher den kat =)

but the paper.. is really far frm the exams la.. so its nth ...

Right.. had air rifle trg todae. and since we were to meet at 3 plus, i deduced tt it wld end quite late. Hmm, firstly. its abt coach again.

She hor.. haiya. cos we already noe there will be at least 5 of us (but turn out to be 6. + nab) naturally we thot tt she wld be the one who fetch us to yishun.
BUT ....

it turn out to be another coach (fyi ... ms shirin father) and his car is just a NORMAL car. in other words... its small and how the heck are we suppose to squeeze altogether??!!

funny sia coach... even ms shirin father was amused. n so in the end... the guys go take 39.. haha. take all the way to paris for nth. ( my short form for pasir ris. haha)

After tt, start training. oh man... jus how GLAD i'm to find back my sighter! and its quite a tedious thing.... too much details. and i kinda detest the sighters la... give me so much prob. soh seriously need to buy in more equipment for us. its seng duo zhou shao man. Lol ...

den one more weird thing happen.... the range like closing at 6:30pm which is very early... and ps and vicki were on their way. gaf ps a false alarm.. lol turns out we were to use the sound proof room. there seemed to be an air pistol course in the range.. hmmmz.
and so, jj ps and vicki started shooting while the rest of us play dai dee. zhang jiao lian (national coach) even came to us twice and see us play. Ha ...

we started packing up ard 8:30pm ... and leave ard 8:45? like so laaate.. ok. everybody decided to haf supper tgt... but due to ps, vicki, kel super fast walking... we lost track of them at the intc. and err... i dint realise kel actually smsed me ... so we took 969 to tampines. bla.. i guess im really wu liao.. afta reaching tampines me kat cs gab took 67 to the 85 market to eat. Lol... talk some craps.. the guys finally realise tt kat cant take chili. hahaha. ok... but i think the plain carrot cake is really too plain la. shld add chilli lo... nice leh! but none of them are like my type.. so yah. think go eat fast food wtih them better... LoL ~.

ehh.. i think todae is quite fun. haha. but ya.. when nth big happens.. its always fun.
=D

hmm... but nxt week dunch think i wld be able to make it for any trgs.. unless its nite. or maybe afta the monthly shoot on sun, there wld be no more. :)
tho its fun... i kinda lazy la.. but when im out of my house.. everything wld be normal le.

Lol... crapp

12:11am

yep. so i went online to ease my boredom..
thankfully.. there are ppl to talk to.
:)

i think its quite superficial of me to complain abt boredom jus now...


tho ive nth to do, im blissfully peace. free of strong feelings and unhappy stuffs..


isnt tt gd enuf?
very..



guess im sleeping soon. tmr... see how ba.
good nitex~

12:21am

i'm so bored ...
buuut ...

noe wad????!!


I RECEIVED THE MAIL FRM MR CHOOI AND HE SAID THAT I'M CLEARED AND DO NOT NEED TO RETAKE THE EXAM!!!

Woo-hoo~~~

heehee. so happy~~!! at laest the paper was found, and best of all i no nid to study for physics. hahahaha.
for now .. i'm just waiting for the letter..

sian im so bored now. and i don haf the motivation to do jianbaos...
>.<

Sleep? i just woke up


Read? i just finish one. and its a good read!

so wad shld i do now?
dunoe la... and basically i do not haf much to blog aniwae..

9:50pm

I'm piss tt they still have not find my scripts yet. -.-'

pls pls pls find it back... *pray
at least let me see how much i get lar! lik tt even if ask me go rexam i will also be more xin fu kou fu.
Damn lorh. nvr find back my papers, don EVER ask me to go for rexam. and yes ... even chem.. only ppl who failed den nid to go. think dey tired to ask so many ppl to go back...
and yes we are tired too. i stil got a maths.. =/

yea. this is just how clever i am.

....

at least i got my wish... yesterdae was fun! yup... tho it ended damn late la... so many ppl shooting. so in the end we all went to bowling first. Lolx. i won!!! but not a high score also ... 77 nia .i dunoe how jj bowl wan.. Kat wasnt on her top form.. gabriel was close..but i win hahaha. lucky dey did nt haf space to play cs la.. or else i will be bored to death.
aniwae... everything ended at745pm.. lik so late. and i took 39 home for the first time.
oh man, was tt a long journey or wad. I sat till i was so restless ... and my dad bluff me lorh. sae wad 30 mins only. sai la.. its a freaking 50+++ mins!!!! hai... sit until damn sian.. but still manage to reach home be4 9,
i was very very tired - not the type of shopping tiredness... but its kind of a lack of sleep and physically drained..

but yes, im so crazy. i actually went swimming wif hh todae early in the morning! ahhhhh.. i kept on yawning in the morning but when we finally get down to the pool.. i feel so refreshed. i tink.. i haven been swimming for at least 4-5 yrs? hai.. tts really long.. so i did not hope to regain any of my past stamina. swam for the first lap and im breathless liao. but kinda unusually... the more i swam, the less tired i am and the more stamina i picked on. suddenly relinquished many of my past memories as i swim.
sighed.
i really regret (alot alot alot) tt i stopped swimming afta i got my cert...
like so stupid seh.. =X

afta tt went library again.. (go so many times, can be their lao gu ke liao ... ) and this time uncovered a thick THICK stack of Female and Cleo magazines! wahhhhh.. like treasure hunt like tt. LOL. few days ago i was still itching for a mag to read.. but now i read until i scared liao. haha..

i think,... human body is like very weird. do u ever haf tt kind of feeling where u were so hungry tt u don feel hungry animore?
my fatigue seems to be the same...
but im sure i will hit the sack right afta finishing watching the rainbow show (courtesy of kat haha).

tata``
(hope hope hope there will be good news tmr. why the heck is only gabriel and me so damn unlucky??!)
haiz.

6:16pm

bahhhh. monday morning.

Yawns
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but i still gotta go to yishun safra later.
one gd thing tho - i can finally take the ss bks frm my senior.
Lol. i havent bother to go to sch yet (cca all outside) much less do shopping at the sch bkshop .. hahaha.

im feelin' so sian now. Lik don even feel lik budging...

aniwae. stayed home yesterdae... read a few books. haf an urging feelin to take up a 3rd lango. :)
esp italian. i use to tot french is the lang tt owas appear in english storybks... but now i don tink so. maybe its the books tt im readin nowadays.. lol. the only some words tt i noe are the ones tt learn in my piano theroy...

i just called the sch but chooi wasnt ard.. so e person ask me to email him. im glad tt i do not need to come back for rexam for chem.. but physics like so wth la. i took the test and the letter put ABSENT? hai. but nvm.. i noe im not the only one.
eh.. hope dey dun lose our marks or anything.. and of cos.. i don wan to go rexams either...

Chinese hw... now left 6 jb and 2 ydbg. im positive i can finish all of them by this week.. =)
i wanna quickly finish it la. cos stil got some misc things to do. and proj. yes... but everybody is like busy now. how to do uh...

hai. i still feel sian. hopefully todae's trg wld be a fun wan....

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11:37am

if time can forever stops at sunset or dawn ...


erm, sudenly feel lik blogging. too many thots in my head.

and i finally know why ive been blogging for so long.. without getting bored of it.

cos only frm here.. culd i dispense all my thots, sort out my feelings and re-assessing wads going on in my life. but yea, i can still set up a private blog.
but i did nt. maebe i will in the future. when thr's too much things tt i don wanna ppl noe.

Ha, funny. cos i haf no secrets at all. nope. the things tt i wanna say can be hrd. the prob lies on if u chose to CARE at all. =/

oh well......... STUPID NOEL - . feel so cheated. n i don wanna blog the details out. jus plain stoopid la. like wasteed my day, my feelings and my time! Hurh !
and yes i quit. QUIT ALR!!! =))


wad am i to u?

who are u to me?

what are ur friends to you?

how do u treat ur family?

what are YOU to YOURSELF ?

ever ponder abt it? the time tt u spend everyday... isit meaningful or are u jus wasting ur life away? haf u spend enuf time to the ppl tt means to you?

THINGS tt happen u nvr bother to think abt... until well, something happen. and they start to regret.

human beings.

our nature can nvr change ...

6:33pm