u noe wad. i was just randomly online;
and wanted to postpone blogging....but den suddenly ive too many things tt i wanna type out.
lol.

yesterdae -
went out shoppin wif my mom, aunt and cuzzin. and one thing i like going out wif my cuzin is tt her boyfriend will drive us ard =D instead of takin mrt. =/ and yes... bought clothes!!!! haahah. lik finally la. and also went to orchard at night... saw the lights. wth man. its getting WORSE every year... i still remember hownice all the displays were when im young. n tt christmas eve was a pariticularly memorable wan. dunoe why up til now i stil can remember ...
den reached home quite late la (considering the fact tt i nid to wake up at 7plus tmr) . SO TIRING.
i tink my feets are jus easily vulnerable.

todae-
supposedly to meet hh to go sch tgt... but i was late. wake up too late..so cant meet her.
the 12 excos was suppose to have a meeting... but turn out only 8 come (FAR frm wad soh wanted >.<) but anw, the meeting still carry on... quite smoothly la. discuss all the things tt we want to do... and settle all the admin stuffs. and it ended early too. 1 hr nia.
BUT there is sth tt i wanna voiced out....

and yes, it originates frm the email tt he send us. altho it was one week ago. kinda overdue but todae it jus makes me more so in wanting to say abt it.
In his post message part, he type out one whole chunk of things of saying abt How the prep work shldnt be LATE (ahermm) How da sec3s are not proactive enought .. How we MUST quickly get all the other excos to cooperate together ... to achieve some sort of targets. How we should lead the team and all this.... bla blaaa.

i tell you, the first thing tt got me so pissed was all those deadlines. wad 2nd jan 6th jan must do finish. and the fact tt we noe nothing how the sch is going to operate the sec one orientation. yah la, the main thing is - we dont noe when it is. and we dont know is he just stressing us or we are jus late in preparing?

Second, the fact tt he was kinda criticising us. somehow inefficient or something... but hey - look. this year all the organising de stuffs also WE , da sec3s do can?
the March camp - yeah yeah. i think it really SUCKS man. all the coordinating stuffs was bad. esp the beginning...but still we took the trouble to plan the eastcoastpark thing (bikes, captainball), FOOD ... and the nightwalk (it wld have been smooth if not tt we clash wif the sjab ppl). but overall, still sucks la. sam dey all was better. shld be sec4 do rite? dunoo why this year start Soh suggested tt it become a practice for the sec3 to organise. Fine.

Third- afta the championship, he called us tgt again to discuss abt the presentation. Ok,this one ive nth against it. its natural tt we are suppose to do it. but the thing is tt, i remember he kept postponing the dates =/
Fourth- THe sec4 pass out dinner. we reallly take a whole lot of consideration into this as this is for our seniors. and quite alot of prep work also la. call this call tt. but in the end... its still soh who got the avenue for us. kudos to him for tt.

what am i doing?
im jus listing out the things tt we have been doing (fruitful or not, successful or not, Fully or not) . but yes, we did all this. meetings and discussions.
and somehow, we got a feeling tt he's saying tt we're not doing our part.
well, maybe he prefer the sec1s and sec2s but he cant deny the fact tt it is still us who are carrying out and DOING it.
and look at the turnout todae: 3 sec1s (not bad la. but i still think they are abit unfamiliar with all the meetings and stuffs. and isnt very active. xcept hanguang ... he does of course, seems to be the most promising wan. but den sec one only... u never noe also. Look at the sec4 case. so many ppl during sec1&2..but in the end left 3 only sia... )

1sec2 - Okay. the number is not very nice. only zucheng came. but the rest who dint come de reasons are very valid and understandable. esp sining... hope her mom cud recover quickly. diana went to work.... the other one shld be in indonesia.
Its understandable but i hope next yr dey will be more invovled and committed. ive no qualms abt diana leadership..but it cant work also if there is only 1 person. u noe wad i mean?

4sec3- Yay. we're the best. ALL OF US COME. LOL.
....
i really hope hor, tt soh stay true to his word. so that this secone Orientation thingy (no more MARCH camp, no more nothing)wld officially be our last proj. last thing to be incharge.

and. (echoing leewei words) ....

I CANT WAIT TO PASS OFF!




but damn. there are 7 more mths. SEVEN. and i tink its worse next yr cos there is no syf, so more ccas are passing off earlier.
and the only cca now tt i can think of tt have the same fate as us is... canoeing?
dey also july got competition wad.

Haiz. but frm now to later... many many things can happen.
realllyy.

i do like my cca la, but sometimes there are still some things tt get to you.

and i tink this is the first post tt i so openly type out everything.
Ha. and like i said,

will it make a difference?


No....

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