hello. im back.... with my com!
brand new. literally.
gonna hit the sack now...
nights.

dang. this whole week is so damn tiring & draining & busy & packed. there seem to be something happening every single day.
Gps particularly took up a hell lot of time.
And this whole week somehow made me hesitate if i shld go poly instead. but... i guess i can never be bold enough to decide anything now.

I was feeling rather down on thursday but afta meeting my fellow hcl- mates i felt so much better and happier. the power of friends :)) visiting the teachers was fun.. and our hcl teacher is still as hip as ever. But she seem rather pale and sick tho... anyway the people there are getting rowdier and rowdier. couldn't believe some things that i hrd and ytd is also the first time that i saw an outright complaint from the public abt our sch.. and all these ain't veh nice.

i hope the outing with linlaoshi come soon. really enjoy myself ytd and i saw coach rahim too! :)) how i wish i was still back in the cozy arc... where i get a chance to compete again in intersch and win sth. i miss the action and all... but the place tt im currently at now seriously aint suitable to pursue such a thinking.

I feel that everything in my life now is so ambiguous. I do want things to be finalised and concrete but at the same time im afraid of what would come to be and whether i would regret any decisions that i made. i hate the feeling of regret and how it kept recurring back to me this few days. it suck. but the most precious thing that i learnt is to follow your heart.

'cos nothing in the world can beat the passion in ur you

YAY!

i've waited for todae for damn long... its a friday again! another weekend! im gonna relax and enjoy myself for a fair bit cos i just feel that next week totally suck.
for the record, im feeling rather depressed over cca allocation next week.
and i really really hate pe like crazy.


Met up flo just now with jovi. eat& chats..we were so happy listening to jewel's voice! and thinking of tt.. i kinda miss grad night where i last saw everyone together. and seen jewel. i am really looking forward for that ultimate gathering.. but that's gonna be like 30 days later? with the hooha over O level results... i hope they released it on 9th, fri. but truthfully speaking, i dunoe wad to expect and i got quite a bad feeling abt it.

moving on, lectures and tutorials are getting on pretty well. i especially like gp lessons! mr nathan lessons are so much more enjoyable then maths. sulk.. maths! anyway, higher1 maths are like amaths. doing log, functions and all now. sometimes, i wished i had done well in my Os in amaths to give me confidence to take h2 maths and learn new topics like everyone else. the maths lessons tt im having now make me feel like im repeating sec4 syllabus. but truth is, i really suck in maths.
other den gp, i also enjoy lit lectures alot... i hope i can do well enough to continue taking lit. as for geog, i've a rather sassy teacher but she's not teaching us anymore next week. lastly, there's econs which im still confused over whether i like that sub or not.

i hope i could be more fruitful in terms of making myself more organised... i had enough of throwing things around and making a mess of myself. this is one new year resolution that im gonna make darn sure that i abide by it.

im trying to get my flow of blogging, after being so rubbish the last few times but i cant seem to do it.
anyway, i have to leave it as it is now. don't wanna be late for dinner... and jiemin!! i miss you too k :)

im tireed. so so so tired. no thanks to pe. i very full now too. super not feel like going sch. hai.

Hello. im back :)

i noe i said it alot of times but i really miss my com terribly :(

Life is so-so now.

i'd rather blog about things tt im happy about..
firstly, almost the whole gang went back on tues! yayys. i really miss everything.. like the way of going sch and all and seriously, i think those tt are going poly will really never understand our feelings. kat and flo are like thinking why we're so weird or sth. hais. no more simeis food outing, to tampines or bedok. all these 3 places remind me so much of my different grp of my friends man. pasir ris is like so out of the way... or so i thought.
anyway, this few weeks... and more is rather inconvenient. can't online much, thus can't catch up wif many too.
Btw, i think the new tms pe shirt kinda suck.
and i think having an airconditioned range in tms rock-like-duno-what lah. WHYYY ISIT ONLY THIS YEARRR.
i will feel so motivated to train in sch man, serious. haha
aniway.. to all those concerned, i dint join mj aR. 'nuff said

annnd today!
Im so happy i finally watched blood diamond! Gosh, its been so super long since i last watched one darn good movie. It has so much intensity that looked in depth into the unfairness of the world, protraying the poverty of sierra leone and such disturbing scenes... i guess im still easily disturbed by violence.
But all & all.. its so thought provoking...

went out to eat dinner with kat just now... we ate so much la and i dun understand why i still feel hungry now. lol.
anyway... i guess i gotta go ponder abt my lit work tmr. i really have no idea what im gonna write man.. bahhh homeworks.



i dunoe why but i feel so apprehensive about everything
fears. i wonder when they are going away..

right. where should i start.
i really miss my com... i like the feeling of being able to use it whenever i like, blog whenever i like

i was so looking forward to the weekend........................ i feel kinda... suffocated... in mj. not really suffocated la, not tt bad. i dunoe how to describe the feeling. its just... crammmed up and all. spend morning till nights in the sch for the past 3 days. it was fun at times... but somehow or another i feel kinda sad. i really really miss temasek, and my friends. i miss the times we had and all. and huihoon, i really miss you! thanks for da email, u'r e first and maybe the only one who's so on in keeping contact wif me :) love ya~
and even friends who are in the jc, like lifang, hiangling, louis and junhui we rarely talked okay. its just different la. like 4n and new jc and all. :(

Anyway, im so happy now! Gonna go out wif my cca friends later... yay familiar people =) i seriously miss all the familiars... was kinda disappointed when pengsoon msg me ytd tt he cant make it cos i was so looking forward to meeting everyone up again but guess wad?? jj... of all people went to organise the outing again. haha! surprise is the word man. and kat went to ask sam and sw too.... in the end we decide to go bowl, eat ... kinda a farewell for sw before he admit to ns next week! think quite kelian sia... just finish mugging As not long ago jiu must do national service le.

im feeling kinda confused now, i do have alot of things to say.. things tt i felt from the first week of 2007. Feeling messed up and all... but the feeling of nostalgia was rather strong the past 2 days. Guess im still not really used to the jc environment. anw.. dont get me wrong. i don hate the orientation.... just find it really exhuasting. and my face is so tanned now... i tink i really look damn dark now.. ):
But i really love my ogls, they are so funny and friendly! and my og ... they are not bad la. can get along well with them...
somehow, i just don feel like blogging abt orientation cos im still rather immersed in my nolstagia ...

By the way i went airport just now ........ to buy food. my brunch, lol. WAs feeling super hungry man and airport is actually the nearest place to buy food compare to all the malls from my hse. and yea.. i wanted to satisfy my cravings for popeye chicken too. haha. but then halfway through my mom called me and i have to buy even more food from other shops. imagine how weird i look... with bags and bags of takeaway food.. walking ard the airport and going down the bus terminal to wait for the bus. and the bus take damn long to come la... =/

haha. im feeling veh full now :) and i guess i nida go now.... gonna search for singwei prezzie soon..


i hope tuesday come quickly!!! going back to sch yay :)

Happy New Year!
Yay. A new chapter.

Past two days have been tiring... but fun. Did my fair share of shopping..but im really really really broke now. Gonna withdraw money when school starts to pay my parents. bahhh.

Looking forward to the dinner out later :) its been soooo suppperrr long since i went to bedok 85 to eat. the last time was.... i cant rmb. i even told myself im gonna go there to eat once O levels are over but till now, i hvn done it. lol

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Be more organised!