omg. LIT DRAMA TURNS OUT SO FUNN!! and FUNNY!!

WHAHAHAA. i just couldn't stop laughing man. whenever i saw the dumping-video tt they make. LOL

btw, we have to adapt a shakespere story for the lit drama and i dint noe tt before hand. when i saw the script, i thought they just do a ripped-off of She's the Man (the movie released last year) Turns out, She's the Man is actually an adaptation of shakespere. Cool right! haha.

But yep, like wad dr.s says, all the fun are coming to an end. and even more so for me... for i know the combined class with the other science class will never be so fun anymore with so many changes going on.

And im quite sure that i can't get in to tj already. Weird that i actually thought i could stand a chance in the first place. Ah well, i dunoe how i should feel about it...

My Sad & Boring Life

HAIYYAAA.
my sad & boring life


im so glad the camp is overrr. like... overrrrr. but not so overrrrr cos i still have to do another thing before JAE comes out.
omg, JAE pls quickly come out. i dun wanna go through all this uncertainty and feelings like am i going to do all these things for nothing? tiring myself out for nothing?
OR
Why didnt i give my best shot and do it well? why so slip-shot?

and all this boils down to jae. seriously i wun be such a pain if i noe i definitely staying in mj. I would even be more enthu and do my thang properly. mmm next sat. shits.

anyway enough of the camp..... i was talking to louis just now and he was telling me what they did last fri and i seriuosly feel.. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh. IF ONLY I WAS THERE. BOOS.
for the record, i dont like things to clash together and for the second, i absolutely HATE to force myself to go attend something when i dont really feel like and for the third, i dont like to make choices.
haiyo the choice thing rite....... can u believe it that till now, if we can still make our choice for JAE, i dont even know where i wanna go?
and if today is still friday, i will be still pondering whether to go or not.
Im beyond indecisiveness.

suddenly, i wished i was still a sec4. i know its insane, judging how much shit/tests/examinations/prelims that have to go through but then i just prefer that kind of lifestyle. Going to school with familar faces everywhere. familiar teachers. and then study variety of subs. I miss chinese so much okayy. i know tt sounds weird too... but yea the other day my friend brought a chinese newspaper and i suddenly remebered how we always have to read newspaper on wednesday. and how much fun chinese class is, always a good break from the other subjects. though i hate maths and amaths, i don the hate the class and periods and maths is much more fun last yr den now la. OMG CANT STAND MY MATHS CHER. its agonising above anything. and then this is physics and chemistry.... its more balanced la i tink, to study science and humans together. rather den all humans.

Which reminds me that my class having lit drama tmr! our entire CA marks lie on that..
Guess i gonna prepare all the props and stuffs. and my gp hw. groans=/ think i don like gp tt much now. with all the reasearch going on....



and oh, seventeen sounds nice (:

The Irony of LIfe

why can't things just come orderly and stop flooding in one horde?

i am


FAT!


howhowhow.... :(

I AM BACK =))


i know its been long since i last blog. i duno if anyone read my blog too. but anyway... time for somes updates.

firstly, the JAE was a total hell. ever since the cca thingyy, i know i hate making choices and go through all this stuff. Was seriously indecisive over mj, tj and poly and i postponed forcing myself to come up with a decision until tuesdayy. which was the day i crash tj too.

I dunoe in what state i was when i derive my decision but til that point of time when i submit my decision, i was rather sure of what i decided. i wasn't even shaken or doubted when i hear one of my friends submitting for tj withdraw suddenly and pay the ammendment fee to stay in mj. i dunoe why i was so calm and sure.
But but...

it will be a lie if i said im not having second thoughts... no, its not sense of regret. Just..second thoughts ... and i seriously love my class so muchhh. i love them to bits. they are so fun and nice people to hang out with. even though most are staying... quite a number are changing combi.. so yea i know even if i stayed, this fun and lively class will never be the same anymore. its so saddening to think of it, even our teachers feel sad too.. can u believe it. Haha.
And... valentine's day seem to be a day to give out parting gifs. Me and jovi were the few ones who did not give anything... but i would definitely make sth for them before i leave, or if they leave me (:
I receive so many goodies, flowers, chocolates and souvenirs tt i swear this is the best valentine year i ever had. LOl

And the OGL stuff, though i still hate my partner, i kinda like my OGL group. The people are warm and friendly and i especially like the councillor! If i really leave mj, the thing that will really make me feel sad are the people in there. Its the people man,... serious cos i dont really like mj environment (though their LT are so much better. haha) I will miss saying Hi's to all the acquaintances that i made these 2 months. I will be giving up my OGL status which i slogged damn hard for the proposal. idiottt. and the receee. haiya.. seriuosly i dont wanna be so responsible anymore and i dont feel like turning up for the 2nd recee on SAT early in the morning again.

Anyway, had a pretty good day todae though lessons kinda suck. some of my classmates were saying poly seem so appealing now... everybody is so sleepy toadyy la and econs was a total bore. Felt so stupid not ponning the lecture with glendonn. lol
Met up wif jiemin, cheryl and tj gang at bedok and had lunch with them at long john's... and after that its intense shopping! seriously both of us were damn siann at first but the more we shop the more energetic we became. Haha.. but im happy tt i bought stuffs tt i like todae... though i still lack of some.

TMR. gonna be better.
gonna treasure the remaining days with all the friends that i made. anyway its not confirm i will get in also la... im just plain trying tj. But im damn scared i cant stay in mj when i put 2nd... ):
but i shan't broood about this.

There is gonna be so much fun this come days. Yayyy.
and i think i will start bloggin soon :)

OMG

Somebody can kill me now

I TOTALLY CANT STAND MY OGL PARTNER.
HE IS SO IRRITATING. I CANT STAND THE WAY HE TALKS, THE WAY HE CHAT ONLINE... THE WAY HE BOSS. HIS THINKING...

OMG

WAH PIANG

I REALLY WANT TO DIE NOW


I CANT STAND HIM... AND I HAVE TO SPEND THE LAST AGONY OF 1 FULL HOUR DISCUSSING THE PROJECT WITH HIM

I WANT TO DIE MAN

AND I REALLY CANT STAND IT ANYMORE TT I HAVE TO VENT OUT MY HUGE HUGE FRUSTRATIONS HERE

OH GOD.

I HATE HIM!!!!!