I AM BACK =))


i know its been long since i last blog. i duno if anyone read my blog too. but anyway... time for somes updates.

firstly, the JAE was a total hell. ever since the cca thingyy, i know i hate making choices and go through all this stuff. Was seriously indecisive over mj, tj and poly and i postponed forcing myself to come up with a decision until tuesdayy. which was the day i crash tj too.

I dunoe in what state i was when i derive my decision but til that point of time when i submit my decision, i was rather sure of what i decided. i wasn't even shaken or doubted when i hear one of my friends submitting for tj withdraw suddenly and pay the ammendment fee to stay in mj. i dunoe why i was so calm and sure.
But but...

it will be a lie if i said im not having second thoughts... no, its not sense of regret. Just..second thoughts ... and i seriously love my class so muchhh. i love them to bits. they are so fun and nice people to hang out with. even though most are staying... quite a number are changing combi.. so yea i know even if i stayed, this fun and lively class will never be the same anymore. its so saddening to think of it, even our teachers feel sad too.. can u believe it. Haha.
And... valentine's day seem to be a day to give out parting gifs. Me and jovi were the few ones who did not give anything... but i would definitely make sth for them before i leave, or if they leave me (:
I receive so many goodies, flowers, chocolates and souvenirs tt i swear this is the best valentine year i ever had. LOl

And the OGL stuff, though i still hate my partner, i kinda like my OGL group. The people are warm and friendly and i especially like the councillor! If i really leave mj, the thing that will really make me feel sad are the people in there. Its the people man,... serious cos i dont really like mj environment (though their LT are so much better. haha) I will miss saying Hi's to all the acquaintances that i made these 2 months. I will be giving up my OGL status which i slogged damn hard for the proposal. idiottt. and the receee. haiya.. seriuosly i dont wanna be so responsible anymore and i dont feel like turning up for the 2nd recee on SAT early in the morning again.

Anyway, had a pretty good day todae though lessons kinda suck. some of my classmates were saying poly seem so appealing now... everybody is so sleepy toadyy la and econs was a total bore. Felt so stupid not ponning the lecture with glendonn. lol
Met up wif jiemin, cheryl and tj gang at bedok and had lunch with them at long john's... and after that its intense shopping! seriously both of us were damn siann at first but the more we shop the more energetic we became. Haha.. but im happy tt i bought stuffs tt i like todae... though i still lack of some.

TMR. gonna be better.
gonna treasure the remaining days with all the friends that i made. anyway its not confirm i will get in also la... im just plain trying tj. But im damn scared i cant stay in mj when i put 2nd... ):
but i shan't broood about this.

There is gonna be so much fun this come days. Yayyy.
and i think i will start bloggin soon :)