dang. this whole week is so damn tiring & draining & busy & packed. there seem to be something happening every single day.
Gps particularly took up a hell lot of time.
And this whole week somehow made me hesitate if i shld go poly instead. but... i guess i can never be bold enough to decide anything now.

I was feeling rather down on thursday but afta meeting my fellow hcl- mates i felt so much better and happier. the power of friends :)) visiting the teachers was fun.. and our hcl teacher is still as hip as ever. But she seem rather pale and sick tho... anyway the people there are getting rowdier and rowdier. couldn't believe some things that i hrd and ytd is also the first time that i saw an outright complaint from the public abt our sch.. and all these ain't veh nice.

i hope the outing with linlaoshi come soon. really enjoy myself ytd and i saw coach rahim too! :)) how i wish i was still back in the cozy arc... where i get a chance to compete again in intersch and win sth. i miss the action and all... but the place tt im currently at now seriously aint suitable to pursue such a thinking.

I feel that everything in my life now is so ambiguous. I do want things to be finalised and concrete but at the same time im afraid of what would come to be and whether i would regret any decisions that i made. i hate the feeling of regret and how it kept recurring back to me this few days. it suck. but the most precious thing that i learnt is to follow your heart.

'cos nothing in the world can beat the passion in ur you