Heylooe. im here again. Lol.

i got so many mosquite bites manz.

scaRRed.

haiz. ok. e worse thing tt cud happen to me now is fall sick. so ya.. ppl take care of ur health also k. drinks lotsa water..

but haviing suffcient sleep now is kinda impossible tho.

lol... as the saying goes: Happy Mugging (:

hmm. todae... ehhh nth happen much lorh. kinda boringg. juz cant wait to go home...

den todae ss lesson we so suay... its like the first time the hcl students late den maesten ask us to stand outside -_- for a while.

LoL.

Hmm.. yesterdae was kinda productive. actually studied till 11:45 and i wanst tempted to sleep... hahaa. having means and ways to keep myself awake.... although i noe its v.bad for the body... n i hate to have water retention. face n body like bloated lik tt...

n thrs like a mosquito n flu phenomenon going round our class...

haha. at first i thot it was only me....

Okaes. i guess i gotta go now. will limit myself to half hr if im on e comm...

tmr have 8-1:30 hrs of physics lesson. kewl not.

haiz... i guess i will juz revise physics the whole nite todae.

buaiii...

I haf learnt sth precious and unforgettable todae..
im kinda enlightened..
i luv music. though im not a good pianist.
i will aspire to be one =)
practice makes perfect.

tryin to ignore the pressure exerting frm various directions.
hao wu nai

im so tired of my blog. its getting uninteresting...
not saying tt my life was interesting tho. jus my point of view.
anw. since its been quite long since i post a full long post. i think will type it in this way to sort out my thots.

* im getting sickly when i don not haf enuf slp.
* im feeling darn stressed when my imagination starts getting wild.
* im kinda lost ....
* ok. not really. i do know tt i wana pass all my exams this time.
* you can slammed me if i tell you i did not put in enuf efforts.
* i will get disillusioned if my efforts do not pay off.
* im scared.
* my life hasnt been going well since the beginning of the year.
* ive many hidden stories.
* i hate--------------------------
* i masked my feeling.
* n i do not wish to talk abt it right now. cos im getting agitated.
* i do not care what other thinks of me
* or no ?
* i dunoe what wrong ive done to deserve wad im getting now..
* im quite an unhappy person deep down.
* i miss those days...
* i get nostalgic easily
* my moon sign is in saggitarius. n according to it, when im feeling stressed up, i will have the urge to go to somewhere far away n escape.
* ITS SO TRUE.
* i wana travel.. i wana break away.
* ive had enuf breakdowns this year; n it pretty sucks.
* i think im a gd person, really.
* but i can get nasty at times too. when u cross my limits.
* i luv them - the ppl who give me support in my darkest hour.
* thanks. really. i tink i wld have died without you. ( u noe who u r galfriend :)
* i feel suffocated when i panic.
* i hate diffcult maths sums.
* i hate unlogical physics.
* its been so long ever since i loosen up.
* i need retail therapy. movie therapy. happiness therapy. most imptly... i nid TRAVELLING therapy!!!! =D
* i got addicted to smsing.
* i feel so lonely when im studying home.
* to whoever : if ure bored or nid someone to tok to, you can sms me k? my phone is on for 24/7 =)
* im having so many ulcers in my mouth.
* Pain lahhhhhh.
* i cant speak properly.
* im feeling mild headache.
* tip for muggers : drink chinese tea to wake urself up!
* my room is so messy... duh.
* im gonna sort out the whole chunk of maths ws mrs lim gave us.
* im motivated when i go popular. LOL. n when mrs lim teach.
* i think i won be blogging much... unless im really bored.
* i luv my september calendar.
* my exam ends officially on 31 october.
* thanks for reading this.

Yayy... todae no nid to study like siaoo leee =))
mdm suriadi so kind to postpone it. whoaaa. n be4 tt i was really praying hard tt the m.exam will nt be tmr... n my prayers came true. hahaha.

buuut. i tink thrs some probs wif me. im having severe headache and cold now.... n i tink is becos of the lack of slp frm last 2 nites. den now my back feelin pain n kinda having shortness of breaths. god... am i suffering frm some illness?

arugggh.if this go on.. i going to be ill n my headache is going worse now...
Im going to have fat long hours to sleep tonite.. or i will juz collapse tmr.

sch is driving me crazy.. `

Sighed.

just when i was happily smsin hh hoping tt nxt week will not be so stressed up.
it contradicts.

-_-



ive tons to do tt i wasnt even suppose to be here.
-troublesome a maths
- damn geography m.exam
- freaking hist test on ss lesoon??!

all on wednesday. ha ha. funny rite. den thursday have double lang. eXam.
oh and also my dental appt. which has been changed n changed no thx to sch..

blahz.

yes. im RANTING.

haiz. feeling kinda guilty now.. did really study last nite.
n i suddenly feel so tired... of sch.
later stil got tuition..
hmphhh.
and thrs like 2 more weeks to exams n end of sec3. mannn. this year is really fast.
Lol. ok.. jus dropping by..
I dunoe wad to say now.
my life is kinda boring.
sian.

heee. i feeling happy now. LOL.

kinda rare la.

but i just feel weirdly happy after taking prelims todae. haha.
not tt the exam is easy... infact it is Hard. i veh scared my compo will go out of point leh.. but overall shld be o-kay la. tho i find the cloze passage damn challenging. LoL.
oh yes. not to forget... all of us almost freeze to death in the hall todae. i was so relieved to get out frm the hall afta p1. but its shortlived after half an hr later.. when i was back to the chillinng place my teeth chattered before the exam even starts. tts how chamn it is .... but afta starting doin the qns dont feel so cold le la..

i realised im quite sensitive towards air-con. esp being in an air con place for more than 2 hrs ( xcept sleeping =) i will feel so errrh... i duno how da describe. but thrs this werid feeling tt afta exiting the air coned place i will feel so disgusted to go to another place wif air con. eg. the bus. really. im so weird rite?
hahahaa. ok. i noe i use weird a zillion times todae.

haiz. so long nvr update le. suddenly hav the rush to blog out this whole week. i only have one word to sum up - Hectic
i hate to feel hectic. its juz anoda type of stress. i feel so hectic this past two days.. but ended up tt the things which im hectic-ed for did not happen. but of cos im relieved also la.. i don like to do sooooo many things in one day can. it can really stressed me up... im kinda harassed by ar stuff this week too. stuoopid lorh. i think he shld jus tell me before hand tt the key is not with him... den i NO nid to print out n do ... n adding myhectic list. stoopid deadlines. blaaa. i dun care. i still have O lvl chi to study afta exam ... Hid also..

Hmm okay. still got wad? tHursdAy is so bloody hot n humid. i wanted to die in sch. ( + the hecticness) can kill me. den go home cheong chinese wif tt thick stack of notes. luckily the stuff tt i anihow anihow studied de got come out. Heh.
Actually i dint really put the prelim in mind until ytd nite. when i was revising the yin yong wen i suddenly panicked at the prospect of me not knowing how to do gong han. duno why leh. i really think im weird la. haizzz. but anw. i did si han todae. hahaha.

does anibody realise tt 1 week pass realllly fast ? its so scary cos of the nearing of exams.
Haiz.



PPl u studying ?

Damn this holiday.

I wasnt lookin for a break you noe. i wasnt looking to play this week.
but this week is really Drop-Dead Tiring manz. .
ya u may think go school for 2 hrs 3 days only mah. but i cant even revise!
and these 2 days was doing the geog proj.. omg. how glad i am tt its finally over!
its so tedious and energy consuming...
and by night time... i cant do more work since ive to wake up at 7am...
haiz.
tired. tired. tired.
and its thursday todae. great great great.
stil have so much work left undone.









somebody pls kill me ?

im so sianz at the thought of going school.
tues- maths wed-physics thurs-maths
3 consequtive days of waking up early. haiss.
not tt its a waste of time ...but still. feel kinda tied down.
and i was so tired tt i slept the whole afternoon.
damn. whrs the motivation?








racing against time

Mugging in Progress ...



i swear this whole week is gonna be study study study. . .
which also means tt less time on internet. well mayb, will stil dropby to blog
whatever it is. im not gonna waste this whole week doing nth...
i will kill myself if i did tt. ha ha

Ok.. i guess tts it. 30 more days to exams.
wow.
how little time ...

what. a .day.......

Let me tell you sth


I'm a SURVIVOR to survive this FREAKING day.














frm ytd to now ive been dreading todae. n i wun xchange anith to turn back the clock.
wad the hell
ok...
mayb im exaggerating. but its a bad day n particularly memorable.
alrite. whr shld i start?

1stly) dread progress report
2ndly) dread cca
3rdly) dread staying back to type up sth for soh ( altho im suppose to)
4thy) jus not in the mood for sch n i wana go home straight.

all typed in chronological order.
of course... i have been dreading to take back the report. but yea. im not upset or wad cos i expected it. but of cos thrs still some problems tt ive to face. .. lets not tok abt it

secondly... never in my years in AR tt i felt lik tt after a shoot. i also dunoe wad happen to myself... mayb i did not eat enuf. mayb i was dehydrated. mayb i was just too tired tt i could not hold on animore.. i just feel like collapsing... but i did not. n nobody noticed it too. haas. i jus have a weird feeling off wanting to puke n i cant see properly. n i tink it took me 30 mins to be back to normal. haizzzz. i feel so terrible jus now. i want to faint in the changing room but decided not to since nobody will find me thr. lol
and the worse thing was tt i have to call soh n type up the report when i was feeling unwell. but afta tt everything turns well. but he also abit wad la... he told me to find him in the end hes in Tjc. -.-' plus my hp was low on batt... luckily cuthbert save the day =) or i won noe how long i ve to wait. n guess wad??? he gave me a ferrero to eat. chocolate! what a saviour considering wad ive gone thru
aniwae.. after finishing everything, i went back and wanted to leave. butttt... my coach ask me to help her in the scoring so i no choice have to lorh. n i tell you i counted 10 ppl scores wif a total of 60 cards and whoever says tt i did not do my duty im gonna shoot the person in the head!
what ive done todae is enuf to cover up the 1 missed session. n it wasnt a big deal. n sumone was kicking up a fuss. idiot. imagine the amount of mental sums i did.

haiz. sorry for the angsty post. but thinking back of all the events todae... i really got the terrible feeling n feel like puking.
manz.
wad a day to torture me..
n the problems seems never ending.












sigh.
btw, its my mom bdae today.
n i totally lost my appetite cos im totally not in good mood.

what.a.day









im just tired of being apologetic. no more sorrys. im no pushover.

hee. i wake up so early rite? LOL.
n ive seen the dramatic changes on the sky frm 6:12 to 6:52 am.... frm pitch black-blue to whitewash blue ha! mayb most of u noticed it le ba... but ivnt cos im always to busy to bother. ah yes, how true it is that many ppl do not seems to care the small details until perhaps... they are free?

I slept damn early last night... guess ard 8 plus? i was so tired in sch.... but the outing afta tt somehow made it up. so long nvr go out wif cheryl le =) n the bowling game somehow tells me that i will not always remain at the bottom. lol... but how fast or slow can life be with 20 chance of games?
I tell you. i have a BIG problem. theres a change in me cos by extreme stress. well, strike it out den if u choose to think tt im insanely crazy.
ure not me so u wun noe how bad... crazy and terrible i feel deep down.
but okay... SSSSSHHHHHHHSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHSSSSSSHHHHHHH
im suppose to shelf all this aside... even tho this past days are like sh*t to me.
~~~~~
somehow, i still feel glad tt i slept early ( tho i miss out alot of things tt i shld do ) so i can wake up early n feel peace n the silentness.
but. its 7:05 am now. The Sun has rise!
which prolly means tt i nid to get back now.

byeeez.