Friday, September 02, 2005

what. a .day.......

Let me tell you sth


I'm a SURVIVOR to survive this FREAKING day.














frm ytd to now ive been dreading todae. n i wun xchange anith to turn back the clock.
wad the hell
ok...
mayb im exaggerating. but its a bad day n particularly memorable.
alrite. whr shld i start?

1stly) dread progress report
2ndly) dread cca
3rdly) dread staying back to type up sth for soh ( altho im suppose to)
4thy) jus not in the mood for sch n i wana go home straight.

all typed in chronological order.
of course... i have been dreading to take back the report. but yea. im not upset or wad cos i expected it. but of cos thrs still some problems tt ive to face. .. lets not tok abt it

secondly... never in my years in AR tt i felt lik tt after a shoot. i also dunoe wad happen to myself... mayb i did not eat enuf. mayb i was dehydrated. mayb i was just too tired tt i could not hold on animore.. i just feel like collapsing... but i did not. n nobody noticed it too. haas. i jus have a weird feeling off wanting to puke n i cant see properly. n i tink it took me 30 mins to be back to normal. haizzzz. i feel so terrible jus now. i want to faint in the changing room but decided not to since nobody will find me thr. lol
and the worse thing was tt i have to call soh n type up the report when i was feeling unwell. but afta tt everything turns well. but he also abit wad la... he told me to find him in the end hes in Tjc. -.-' plus my hp was low on batt... luckily cuthbert save the day =) or i won noe how long i ve to wait. n guess wad??? he gave me a ferrero to eat. chocolate! what a saviour considering wad ive gone thru
aniwae.. after finishing everything, i went back and wanted to leave. butttt... my coach ask me to help her in the scoring so i no choice have to lorh. n i tell you i counted 10 ppl scores wif a total of 60 cards and whoever says tt i did not do my duty im gonna shoot the person in the head!
what ive done todae is enuf to cover up the 1 missed session. n it wasnt a big deal. n sumone was kicking up a fuss. idiot. imagine the amount of mental sums i did.

haiz. sorry for the angsty post. but thinking back of all the events todae... i really got the terrible feeling n feel like puking.
manz.
wad a day to torture me..
n the problems seems never ending.












sigh.
btw, its my mom bdae today.
n i totally lost my appetite cos im totally not in good mood.

what.a.day









im just tired of being apologetic. no more sorrys. im no pushover.

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