life have nvr been so hard on me.
for fifteen years... i have gone thru much ... i have seen enough things.
and thinking back, i dont think i can rmb any real happy stuffs tt leave a long lasting impression on me.
such a sad person , huh.
but u noe.. asking me not to emo when im really feeling sad deep down is kinda difficult.
i feel so sad. so lost.
i have a fantasy of packing up and leave.
For Good.



i may look like im okay all the time. i laugh. i joke. i act normal.
probably becos i wan to put on a mask and hide all my feelings.
but its getting hard now.
tts why im spilling everything out... here.
but if u see me on monday, u probably wont see a hint of wad i m typing now.








flying away