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i have no idea wad to say...



















































Cos i just wan to scream it out loud
the hollow, silent screams in my heart is getting unbearable.
No doubt, im VERY stressed up.
im actually very scared u noe...
for once, i would openly admit tt im scared
im afraid tt i cant succeed. NO MATTER HOW MUCH WORK I DO.
i jus cant.
is thr a cure for stupidity?
i tink i desperately need it.
I HATE THIS. I REALLY HATE THIS.
but what can i do?
cry and give up?
no way. im not going to be defeated so easily
i believe... i have to .
i hve to keep on bliving tt whatever i do. i can eventually get wad i deserve.
i dont wana lose my faith.
but if this goes on ....
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why why why cant i go back to what i use to be?
the impression tt i gave to ppl is hardworking? gd results?
and now wad i am?
arughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
this sucks. ralli sucks.
and this post is like shit.
forget abt it.
u did not read this.







im sinking ... lower than i ever could. ...