i'm outta here.

dont really feel comfortable blogging here anymore and i dont see a need to publicise my new one.

But if u wanna read it, ask from me.
(:

Bye.

maybe.

you noe, JJ just sent a super pissed of message to me and left me momentarily shock.
idiot bus drivers and i've met my fair share.

im like on the net for 2 hours already and still nothing productively done. I HATE PW
and guess wad, im actually staying home these 2 days to do my homework. so you can guess my workload already... plus geog and maths test. Like omg. Right till now, i still can't believe that i take a subject which i hated since my lower sec days to a O lvl subject and now, a levels. ha ha. talk abt irony, i feel like dying inside out whenever i study physical geog.

I still think the transition at 17 is anything but great. seriously speaking, who wanna take Alevels again after just finishing O levels last year? But then again, going poly would be taking a big risk for someone who wanna go university. I bet nearly 3/4 of the jc population will be gone if poly is also a gauranteed entry to university.
sighed. like anything will change in this system of education.
really, ashley is so much luckier going australia to further her studies.

on a totally random note, im listening to a very nolstagic song now and the cloudy rainy dark weather doesnt help.
i wonder if kat and cherie still remember our starbuck times, when we will always go to siglap starbucks after school to chat and do our hw. and how my bag will always reek with the aromatic coffee smell.
yes, i miss my coffee-secone days.

and how i wish jc1 is like my secone life.

yea.enough of yakking, i need to get my horrible pw done by today. arughhh. just want next whole week to end in a blink.

thanks, friend. for your understanding.

i like this computer cos its so freaking fast compare to mine.
But somehow, whenever im here, my mind is in a blank.
i swear i had so many thoughts and feelings running through my head everyday when im in my room.
so, pardon for this state of dryness that my blog is in now.

This whole week is and gonna be such a whirl and spin. I've practically one millon and one things to do & im still wondering how im going to do it.

u know, im beginning to feel the heat already.

i need miracles
and i need another good friday weekend again ):

Red

It signifies fire passion salvation angst danger blood hot


what is your red?

i just deleted my post cos yea, typing it out just make me feel worse about it

I hope i still can return to my happy self someday.
I guess i took whatever i used to have for granted and now, im suffering from huge withdrawal symptom.
fact is, i miss whatever that i use to have
and i know u feel the same way too.


i wanna eat ice cream now. ugh.

Beautiful

Way Back Into Love - OST Music and Lyrics

I’ve been living with a shadow, over head
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make through without a way back into love
Oh-oh

I’ve been watching
but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching
but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
there’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
and I’m open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping that you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
and if you’ll help me to start again
you know that I’ll be there for you in the end