i think i have just had the longest conversation with my brother.

Reached home. Had a hot hot bath (man.. its so cold in the bus). ate dinner.

at first, i was kinda irritated that my bro was occupying my room... cos all i want was just have my own space... and well, there's no way that i can use my bro room at any one time cos for one reason or another, i always find his room smelly and uncomfortable. so yea, was kinda tired and decided to rest on my bed.. and until our compromised time at 10pm came.
Then, for one reason or another i decided to open my mouth and talk to him. Was kinda surprise that he actually listens to me and give some response.. anyway, what was i talking to him?

I decide to tell him the whole of my experience this yr.

Rant at him how impt next yr is for him... told him how much i regret not doing well enuf for my midyears... told him how impt it is to get your maths at ur fingertips well... told him how beneficial it is to start revision right at the start of the year.. or atleast get all ur sec3 stuffs right now... Told him how many things i would change if im beginning my sec4 yr soon... Told him all the shits that we have to go through during O level.
Then.. i told him how much i hated smokers... how i would kill him and never acknowledge him if he ever smokes.. told him never ever to fall into bad company... Told him how all the 'cool things' are never cool...

yea basically i just rant/nag/ talk... whatever you decide to perceive me as but honestly, in terms of studies i think i would have do things in a much different way if somebody said that to me. And how i thought i should tell him abt some guys and how i perceive them and how much i do not want him to turn into those self-perceive 'coolness'... smokes, do bad stuffs & all and how much i wanted him to do well in his Os next yr...


its rare how i can talk to my brother and exchanging our opinions to each other. And the time that he actually listens to me. =/


Had a long day today... took a long journey bus... thoughts of some things

and sometimes, i think im much happier this way. no emotional baggage.
nothing-