I feel so stupid yesterdae... went out without bringing my ezlink card!

in the end.. i've to walk back home. not tt bad tho.. i reckon i nid that exercise.
hvn been exercising since i step down from air rifle... and the last pe lesson??
LOL

and hey air rifle peeps.. any trainings leave me a msg k. im missing all the actions already.
5 months prove to be too long... my score probably would be on an all time low :(

on a serious note, i do miss my cca. shooting has become part of me... part of my routine ever since it registered in my heart when i was sec2. determined to improve myself... determined to come out at the top and hone my skills. it was damn tiring and can be a tad emotionally draining sometimes... but still. i feel it difficult to let go of something that i've been doing for 3 years. and honestly... that's the only area that i can truly said im proud of myself and proud of my achivements. im quite a horrible pianist... and im not really one that you could call a good student in terms of results.

and this lead me to another thing... i guess one of the biggest regret i ever have for this year is not doing well (no, call it super terrible-horrible-worse of allresults) for my mid yrs. if not... i would have went for dsa and most probably get in to tj... where all my seniors are there. im still cussing at myself whenever i thought of it.
A lost of opportunity.
and ive no one to blame but myself...

anyway... dint mean to be so emo early in the morning but suddenly it just flow out and i felt i nid an outlet to write them all out.
speaking of studies... my dad said some stuffs to me ytd and it kinda reaffirm my choice of going jc.
initially... i wasnt tt keen for jc.. in fact i feel so lost. i dunoe where i should go..
but i guess im quite sure of going jc now... and spending that first 3 mths fruitfully.
i just hope my Os results dont suck too badly.

Hmm alright. back to the holidays! how many days in a year can you actually called it a holiday?
so yep.. i think there are times for playing and time for worrying.. lol
gonna go orchard later for my overdue dental appointment and maybe some window shopping with min. im so broke la after grad night... my estimation since grad night till now is that i have spent more than a 100 bucks.
:(
work? doesnt come that easily too.

and of cos... im gonna be damn sure that i bring my ezlink card out todae!

Oh ya friends out there who wanna have their photos from my cam email me and i will send them to you k. and cheryl, jiemin and huihoon.. your mails are full... lol

Btw, my msn is seriously screwwwed. i dunoe wad is wrong with it and i can't access to my mails too unless i use my sis com. this is really getting irritating..