Everything is going so wrong.



I feel so frustrated, irritated, stressed up and IN A TOTAL MESS.

the feeling just come to me like that and im feeling a sudden rush and stress.

and and and

How i wish i could go to yishun and have a night training there. have fun with my cca friends. Dont care about anything just go and train train train.
rather then being in this state now.

haiz. i dunoe whats going in my head now. i suddenly miss alot of things... and people.

I feel so ALONE in this room.
and my handphone is dying on me. as in... its spoilt. but not totally spoilt. going to. and im having difficulty with it now... so if i don reply to any of ur message.. its because of that.
life without handphone is gonna be hell for me. especially when in sch... and i tink the most important for me now is CCA messages. haiz.

Im going crazy tonight. i feel like throwing away all the maths homework.

and i really want to go for night training again. and be with kat jj cs gab coach.

I'm like in denial of my state now. I just want to be anywhere but here.

aniwae... lucky none of the people above read my blog. they will really think tt im siao.


ARUGHh.
Get me out from this madness. I hate this feeling.