ok. afta changing the skin... i got a sudden urge to abandon this blog and totally not care at all.
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changing skins have always been troublesome to me. Guess it wld be better for me to stick to one and not change anymore. lol.

eh the white colour abit difficult to see hor? i noe i noe... but i try to change alot of times stil cant leh. hmph... nvm den.

Friday- went for my cuzin wedding dinner. its was kinda boring + my ulcer wasnt okay yet. and i was freezing half the time...

Saturday- Louis chalet!
hahaha, more of his sister chalet ba.... i first time went to a chalet wif so many ppl n not knowing them. Lol. the people... seem bengz but i dint witness the things tt hl said cos i went home already. that night was nice and fun :) went for bowling and chit chatted at the mac be4 i went...
actually it wasnt really tt late la .compare to the previous times i was allowed to stay out. dunoe why my mom suddenly kick a fuss abt it so i went home earlier den i wanted too loh...
Oh ya. the food was great. Better den all the bbq-ed food frm all 2/2 chalets combined. HA!

Nothing much happened on sunday ... just plainly chionging hw. arugh. i hate to do hw on sundays. I don really like sundays. they are boring to me.... and the next day have to go sch.... =(

Lol. i think i sound like primary sch kid. hahahaha.

these 2 weeks are like filing week man. Files this file that. design covers... contents page. every subject's the same. and i feel so irritated when there's so much hw going on and have to study for test and stil have to care for all these files. =/
anyway. History file will be the last file for me.Maesten really make me lose all my interest in history.... and i tink the cover is so ugly . lol
oh ya..i agree wif jun. We finally start a new topic and get out of the APPEASEMENT POLICY. omg.
but i kinda lose hope alr ... and sumhow i dun see the point why she's making us come back. like there's any thing productive we can do. in class.
ESP when there are irritating people in class.... make so much noise. Haiz. enough with history. physics test was disappointing. I was freaking carelesss.again. i cant stand myself...grrrrrr. i have a bad feeling tt i wun meet his expectation...again.

i feel so tired. i want to sleep now.

i dun want to go for motivation camp. i rather have normal lessons ....
i just dun think tt its a good and right time.
hais.
CAMPS.
i've continuous camps for 5 days. think i will just fall asleep during lessons on monday. lol.
aR camp night is never meant for sleeping. i tink we are one of the ccas which do outrageous things that confirm be caught by teachers. strict ones at that. hahahaa. but soh cant do much to us. the seniorss aare coming back! yay =)
and bbq food. we got pattern one sia... rmb 2 yrs ago? when sam and singwei were still in sch.... i tink that's the best one.
haiz. Too bad ahsoon cant stay..... weiiii. try to stay k? lol...

hmm. went out wif jovi and min just now. eh... i feel that i really nid to clarify somethings.
Sometimes when i laugh... its not becos im lughing secretly (translate loosely frm chinese) or wad. actually sometimes i also dun understand why im luffing. i guess its part of my reaction... when i dunoe wad to say. or sometimes its becos u all de expression really veh funny. lol. BUT if u ever want me to give a serious answer... try not to make me luagh. cos if i start...chances are it iwll take me quite long to stop. lol. esp when im wif jovi... dunoe why la. haiya. i really think im different when im with different group of friends.
As in... Really Different.

i dun wan to go sch.arhhhhhhhhhhhz.
5 days of long hours. i wonder if i can take it. maybe i can. maybe i cant.


sighed. anyway... im ending here.. too tired to continue. Think it will be quite a while before i blog again. =)

cya....