Unappreciative

i dunoe man. its either i dun appreciate the efforts tt ppl is forcing on me, or i feel unappreciated by ppl.

food for thought:
how many friends do you really have whom u can rely, and
tell them things that are bothering you?

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todae sucks like hell lah. firstly, im totally pissed by the sms (lets just call him monster. regular readers shld noe who i mean) monster send me. He's ..............
haha
INDESCRIBABLE.

I HATE HIM TO PIECES. I HATE HIM.

Arughhhhhhhhz. Words can't describe how much i hated him.

His own attitude sucks also la k. I dun think he even haf the position to say that kat is rude.

Monster dun care our academic results. HE DUN AT ALL.
ME HAVING 3 FREAKING COMMON TESTS ON MON IS NTH TO HIM AT ALL.

yea man. he can think wadever he want abt me. fortunately, i've learnt to stand up for this type of things. im not going to be forced to go to the sunday shoot when i feel so busy. and actually, i hate to feel stress on sundays. i dun even like to rush my hw on that day, and he want me to spend my whole morning, whole afternoon, and evening on that shooot n rush tt 3 tests at night? no way.

Actually.... im not really that ji dong la. i jus feel pissed off by this attitude. - Last minute attitude and when i told him of my predicament on monday he was like looking away. like wth? i was waiting to c wad he say u noe. and although i was dead unwilling to shoot on sun, at least i still ask in a good way rite. If really cannot, i also will have no choice but to go wad.

Anyway... in the end. He still let me. i was quite thankful for that.
But the whole attitude thingy... just.... sucks.

but becos of that, i've to go for the competition tmr. Shit shit shit. e sighting tt i did todae was oaky... but. its stressful man.the other 2 teamates are top top top shoooters. haiya but. i also nt sure whether i confirmed down tmr. if coach suddenly change her mind, what can i do?


NOooooooooooooo.
THAT MEANS TT I'VE TO GO ON SUN.

noooooooooooooo


Haiz. Stupid things are always bothering me.

i just want a free and empty weekend and the whole thing to end quickly.

i just want my space
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