i am so lousy i dun deserve it at all.

Omg.. in the end my attitude suck too.

I AM SO LOUSY.

They are the creme da la creme. They were the ones who helped out. and me? i pulled it all downnnnnnn.

Take wad prize man.

Its not mine...

i can complain all i want abt monster, but in the end i've a bad attitude that does nt reflect sportmanship.

effort? wad effort.

i can list down a whole lot of excuses, the heartbeats. the food (yea, it do affect) and my beloved rifle 2 went to junjie.....

But.
Still.

Haiz...

Shity lousy scores. arughhhhhhhhz.

i tot i was okay afta hearing the encouragement frm coaches. but den seeing the sms abt the prize thingy jus make me feel so.... haiz. why? can i dun go. hope so.