i'm at a loss of words. at a lost of emotions.
how i wish..
i could numb away everything..
i could erase all the unhappy memories..
the anger.
the disappointemnt.
the hurt.
the sadness.
the resentment.
the negativity...
that had since grown in me this yr.
yesh.. everything. everything happened this yr.
what's more?
i hope i will nvr get to know. cos'..
cos.. i wun be able to take it animore.. nvr..ever.
i've reached a limit.
n this is my breakin point.

i dunoe wad to do..
i'm lost.. lost in the cruelty of reality.
i wana hide away
but i noe.. escaping will not solve the problem. the problem in me.
i've tried. tried to cover up the resentment tt is lingering in me
but wadever i do, i jus couldn't..
n i'm not sorry for it.
i'm bitter.
the bitterness tt will nvr go away wheneva i thot of it.
mayb its a part of growing up..
mayb it will go away one day..
but for now, it won't.

n now, afta all the tears tt hav dried..
i will look forward to a new day
a new day which i live for myself
i will pick up the pieces tt hav been scattered
n build up the faith in me
the beliefs tt i have lost..
i hope i will find back the strength
n put my faith in something/someone which i truly bliv in
but now..all i hav is..me

I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
The same mistakes again

-+* its too late now.. wad's done have been done..-+*