hAiZ.... life is so boring now adayz. n now here i am slackin in front of the computer dunoe wad to do. lolx.. hmm let me sae abt ytd ba.
That big downpour reali hai si wo le. firstly, all of us were drenched lik dunoe wad+ its so cold brr. N its until later tt i realise my GCE 'O' level bk tt zls gav us todae is wet too + my bag is not waterproof so it got "stained" black. its so... STUPID manz. barely 1 day old become like duno wad le. n i hav to live with it for exactly 1 whole year. haIz.. why muz it rain ytd? n why muz zls gav us ytd? dunoe if i shld tell her nt..den mayb can change to a new one.. sighhh =(


Something happened todae wich got me tinkin of the whole year on wad i've doing. i havta admit. i've been neglecting sth n shredding a responsibility which i shld hav taken on few yrs ago. i reali regret it.....but sumhow it juz din't dawned on me when i was "younger" n tt i wasn't mature enuf to tink it deep. If onli i understood then, tings may nt be wad it is todae baz. i dunoe.. but its reali no use tinkin back yea. i onli hav e present n future to prove myself. n i reali hav to do tt nxt yr. I can't waste ani more time.. but den again i dunoe if dey cud reali c wad i've done n put their faith in me since i've been procrastinating it for so long. Am i too late? Could i reali do it well. oh great, even i am doubting myself.i was so stressed out during e 2nd half of e yr but sumhow, i noe i hav ta give it a shot. Even tho i noe i wld be even busier nxt yr. Expectations n responsibilities are reali rising high ...

i finally noe wad to do now.