[[ *Life Afta Exam* ]]
I have so mani things to sae...
yet my mind is in a blank..
i will try to recover my memory den..
TOdae, haiiiz. its the day. Yea..take back all of our results. Omg. i have onli 1 word to describe it. Disastrous.
Somehow..the results tt i took ytd are much beta den todae..Maybe e onli gd news are tt thr are no Cs in my report card. But so wad...my results sucks like hell. Bet this time my position ranking wld be among the 2nd half of the claz...n above 100. Sighhh` do hardwork really pay off? i doubt it.. Ok fine, I'm disappointed at my d&t. Coz wadever it is, i did really put in efforts in it okae. N yet the result turn out..... not so gd. Hate it manz.. for sum subj it can be understood. like my maths is totally hopeless so i dun reali care tt i got a B for it. And Eng & HCL. ironically, my english is actually beta den maths..so u can c yea. [ lol ] Hmm.. my geog is my only comfort i guess. Science is the 2nd one aLtHo i noe i cud do it beta. Sighhh mr tan kept telling us tt our claz did veh well did veh well but it onli adds to my guiltiness. Haiz if onli i focused alil bit more attention on it, i noe i cud get higher. But so wad...everything is gone..
Lit - my first section was totally idiotic. Pulled my whole marks down..lucky arhh my 2 other sections helped me or else dIe. Hcl was nOt up to standard. My first page was Disastrous. All of the sections below 5 makrs! luckie sia.. (again) my zao ju n compre pulled me up..or else...fail
My maths.. I dun wana tok abt it but thr's juz a whole lot of careless mistakes tt cost me..my grades.
Thats it. The whole reflections of my examination marks. Am i satisfied? Definitely nOt. Am i sad? Well not reallie, i wun go to the extent of regretting n scolding myself coz i noe wad's done is done. Nobody cud change tt, and besides i did reali put in efforts in it. n if i did badly den e others, its juz my poor performance during the exams. n i juz couldn't stand it when ppl who did well like 80 n above n stil not satisfied with their results. c'mon. Be Content. n i also feel irritated at ppl who kept on complainin' complainin' n complainin' abt their results.. juz get on my nerves. Anw, dey juz nid reassurance. dey wan us to tell them tt dey did well n dun worry. hAiiii. Well, i guess the onli ting tt we cud do now is to wait for our report bk.
CcA resumed ytd. for me. well~ the onli gd ting tt i can sae is tt we do not hav much trainings in the holidayz. dey letting us rest i guess...but its kinda ironical too. when i'm free, thr are nth for me to do. but when i'm bz with schwork, the trgs juz pour in like endless.. so tiring. + nxt yr ( gosh i dun wana tink abt it animore) thr wld be lesser trgs = longer trg time! wad the heck... its gonna be so exhausting. wonder if i can make it nxt yr?
And my fingers... are kiling me. But hAiz.. no matter how much i tried to explain.. i guess nobody realli noe exactly my situation. whenever i was pullin the trigger, my finger wld juz slide to the tip n tt's how it cut my flesh ytd. dAmn its so pain lor. n my finger was like gonna heal tt kind liao. n now i juz came down with another new cut. N i dun tink it will heal as fast as wad. erm. wad she tinks. n this whole stupid ting does affect me. my scores ytd was the lowest of the lowest. but nahz... dun care le. i 've alreadi come to the extent tt i wun go for another trg session if i reali feel tt my finger is not fit to shoot. Get this straight. well u mayb tinking. wad's the big deal manz. juz a cut onli n u wana skip. but no, its not me n the cca onli. I still hav ta answer to my piano teacher.n time is running out. onli left 1 more month. the whole of dec wun be seeing her..so I nid to recover myself ASAP.
-+ -- long enuff? i tink so.. guess i wld ending here... buai ppl --+-
yet my mind is in a blank..
i will try to recover my memory den..
TOdae, haiiiz. its the day. Yea..take back all of our results. Omg. i have onli 1 word to describe it. Disastrous.
Somehow..the results tt i took ytd are much beta den todae..Maybe e onli gd news are tt thr are no Cs in my report card. But so wad...my results sucks like hell. Bet this time my position ranking wld be among the 2nd half of the claz...n above 100. Sighhh` do hardwork really pay off? i doubt it.. Ok fine, I'm disappointed at my d&t. Coz wadever it is, i did really put in efforts in it okae. N yet the result turn out..... not so gd. Hate it manz.. for sum subj it can be understood. like my maths is totally hopeless so i dun reali care tt i got a B for it. And Eng & HCL. ironically, my english is actually beta den maths..so u can c yea. [ lol ] Hmm.. my geog is my only comfort i guess. Science is the 2nd one aLtHo i noe i cud do it beta. Sighhh mr tan kept telling us tt our claz did veh well did veh well but it onli adds to my guiltiness. Haiz if onli i focused alil bit more attention on it, i noe i cud get higher. But so wad...everything is gone..
Lit - my first section was totally idiotic. Pulled my whole marks down..lucky arhh my 2 other sections helped me or else dIe. Hcl was nOt up to standard. My first page was Disastrous. All of the sections below 5 makrs! luckie sia.. (again) my zao ju n compre pulled me up..or else...fail
My maths.. I dun wana tok abt it but thr's juz a whole lot of careless mistakes tt cost me..my grades.
Thats it. The whole reflections of my examination marks. Am i satisfied? Definitely nOt. Am i sad? Well not reallie, i wun go to the extent of regretting n scolding myself coz i noe wad's done is done. Nobody cud change tt, and besides i did reali put in efforts in it. n if i did badly den e others, its juz my poor performance during the exams. n i juz couldn't stand it when ppl who did well like 80 n above n stil not satisfied with their results. c'mon. Be Content. n i also feel irritated at ppl who kept on complainin' complainin' n complainin' abt their results.. juz get on my nerves. Anw, dey juz nid reassurance. dey wan us to tell them tt dey did well n dun worry. hAiiii. Well, i guess the onli ting tt we cud do now is to wait for our report bk.
CcA resumed ytd. for me. well~ the onli gd ting tt i can sae is tt we do not hav much trainings in the holidayz. dey letting us rest i guess...but its kinda ironical too. when i'm free, thr are nth for me to do. but when i'm bz with schwork, the trgs juz pour in like endless.. so tiring. + nxt yr ( gosh i dun wana tink abt it animore) thr wld be lesser trgs = longer trg time! wad the heck... its gonna be so exhausting. wonder if i can make it nxt yr?
And my fingers... are kiling me. But hAiz.. no matter how much i tried to explain.. i guess nobody realli noe exactly my situation. whenever i was pullin the trigger, my finger wld juz slide to the tip n tt's how it cut my flesh ytd. dAmn its so pain lor. n my finger was like gonna heal tt kind liao. n now i juz came down with another new cut. N i dun tink it will heal as fast as wad. erm. wad she tinks. n this whole stupid ting does affect me. my scores ytd was the lowest of the lowest. but nahz... dun care le. i 've alreadi come to the extent tt i wun go for another trg session if i reali feel tt my finger is not fit to shoot. Get this straight. well u mayb tinking. wad's the big deal manz. juz a cut onli n u wana skip. but no, its not me n the cca onli. I still hav ta answer to my piano teacher.n time is running out. onli left 1 more month. the whole of dec wun be seeing her..so I nid to recover myself ASAP.
-+ -- long enuff? i tink so.. guess i wld ending here... buai ppl --+-
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