da first ting i'm gonna do afta exam is...
vist the doctor...=/
afta all the incessant naggings frm fellow frens..
i knew i beta do it as soon as possible..
haha..
not tt i dun wana ok.. i'm the one who is suffering frm all the pains..
juz can't take the time out..
but yea no more excuses animore..
i'm tired of eating the bitter white power
or more commonly knows as Panadol. =S
almos forgotten how it tastes..
until recently.

N my fingers..
i'm afraid i can't play e piano for the time being cos..
i can't even hold a pencil properly!
arghh...
this is.. terrible.
Now i know the feeling of taking for granted of tings in ur life.
its so pain..sniff sniff*
like acid biting ur skin
its gross..ok i noe.
wadever.
lost my sense of touch.
hav ta depend of my left hand.
feel so stupid.
haiix.`
i feel so down.
y can't i see the facts when its juz right infront of me?
wHy...
i juz can't remember.
so is it my fault?
yea.
i guess it does.