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i juz realised that........... |ife dun sucks. This whole week sucks manz. So mani things juz happen together.
so mani xtra lesons + so mani tests + so mani tings to do = StrEsS (big time). I hate this ...Arrrrhhhhh. wHy muz life be like this. wHy why wHy ??? i guess i din't imagine tt the wk afta holidays wuld be so Lousy.
I feel so lousy.
everdae juz seems to be a drag to me. i dread tmr, the day afta nxt + + + until this whole idiotic wk is over. even the wkend seems so gloomy. Paper 1 starts on mondae yea... tmr goin for tt stUupid dNt. tMr wld be a busy one. hav to rush to my piano leson afta tt. N rush back to do tt flag raising. den rush home back again to go for my cuz wedding dinner. Cool huh? more of tiring to me..
what i need rite now is a day free of worries n tasks 2 bring me down. n down. Juz how deep am i goin to fall frm now? i dun noe..n dun wana noe. i hate myself. my results r juz slipping. N i juz realise tt all the people ard me are starting to mug n studyy. hAix. i nid my motivations....i absolutely nid 2 start studyin or i wld diE. todae's maths test is a gone case sia...so difficult. when i was lookin at the paper , my mind went black for a min. Luckily i still "noe" how to continue. but the prob is tt i hav no confidence in wadeva i'm writing. juz got a panicky feelin inside. haix..preparing 2 fail this test le.
aRggggh....>> i feel like screaming out loud. dUnoe wad's the prob wif my mom n bro. *shuting my ears* juz feel like geting a big burden off my heart. aM i worrying too much? i'm dreading tmr..the day afta nxt..n nxt. iF onli time cud be fast forward.. =x

HelP! wHr's mY aNg3l ???

+-- [ if i'm gonna open up, i cud. but hu will it be? ] --+