hmm. time flies??
i dun really tink so la.. but looking back it does past fast enough. lol

aniwae.. todae was kinda sucky. i'm pissed off n irritated. too many things. but no one in particular. i hate it when i hav this kind of feelings.. but it jus come. i don find joy in being negative. definitely not a sadist if i hav to say this.
i'm jus plain unhappy. but i noe nth can be done. its jus human nature. n i dun blame anibody.
honestly.. if things do get a turn in change. i wld be darn happy.
but nvm abt it now..
one of the things tt i dreaded todae was trg. i am damn tired... esp afta pe. but nonethelss i knew i hav to go. conscience forbade me to do it. ha ha. cos i hav to pon tmr... got appointment. haiz. its gonna be long journey.. niwaes. i did 50 shots todae. not bad huh? LOL. considering tt i owas shoot less.

haiz.. wo zhen de bu xing le..
- shakes head-
i can feel wads going to happen.


loll.
hmm. forget it. decides not to type animore.
guess i will continue nxt time..

so long..












: freedom is what i used to yearn. but now i realised. too much of it isnt a good thing after all :