Wednesday, March 09, 2005

arhhh. its been a week sinced i last update...
haix
so glad that last week was over...
it was damn hectic n tiring.
but the nxt few days dun seem to be too great either..=(
its the same old phrase..
So Many Things, So Little Time !!!
why why why mus sooo mani things happen these three weeks..
and all of them have to clashed with each other!
aruggh...
somtimes i reali can't stand it. things are getting too coincidnetal.
to think i used to complain life was boring...
but having a hectic schedule is No fun either...
i'm having trouble waking up every morning ... yawning at every boring lessons.
i reali haaate mornings... but no matter how early i sleep.. i stil feel tired
>.<
haiz.. i'm geting less n less commited to my cca now.. every trg was a chore adding to my weariness.. n i'm reali fed up wif mani things.. everything! somtimes i reali can't stand it.. but i'm too tired to care.. too tired to care..
** now i had trouble getting things done..
giving undivided attention is completely out of da qn..
+ my grades are falling.. especially da sciences.
heck man.. i totally dun get physics.
dun get the new chapter..
n was it me only .. but i reali feel tad i can't absorb the topic as fast
its gonna be my worse subject.. and it doesnt help tt i hate it. i jus feel that the lessons are disorganized loh... haiz.. wadever. i gonna figured it out one day.. now to chem. i'm confused. n i reali dun get the answers he wants. studying the textbook doesn't serve ani use .. memorise so much on the particles tings n in the end its all wrong. jus so becos its not as detailed as him. grr.. - - - - - - - - - -
hmm. gonna hav my theory exam on sat. lucky i gota excused for the comp on tt day.. or else thr wld be like 3 things going on the same day again. i hate thos competitions.. dey owas owas clash with wad i had on tt day. . but i guessed i gota go for the sun.. later the soh will start to complain at my numerous absence on thse comps. lol.. i tink i like skip 4 le? hahs. kinda stressed by sat.. haiz. mus study le.. i almos faint when zhong lao shi wanted us to watch the concert on friday nite.
i was like... omg!!!
but i'm glad tt she canceled it in the end...
cos she was unhappy at the class indecisive
lol.

kinda looking forward to mii... but not to the hols.
weird eh.. i oso dunoe why..
mayb its becos i wld be busy again..
can't do the things i wan =(
hope the chalet wld be fun... =) haha.. altho i dun tink i staying..
cos of the stupid camp lo.. Clash again! arhh. so now u c.
but nevetheless.. i wan the camp to be a successful wan too.
its gonna be the last time to be with the sec4s..
aww.
can't bliv time reali pass so fast.
but yea.. tts the fact.
i'm fifteen!
hahaa.
lame..
i noe i noe.. dun giv me tt face kae.
lol

finally i'm done wif blogging..
long enuf rite...
(.")



i jus wan the things to go in my way ... ... for once

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