somtimes... i also dunoe why i do the things i do. even when i knew i wld be upset..

call this plain stupidity.

but curiosity owas gets the better of me. wich i wld sumhow end myself up in noeing things wich i could blissfully be ignorant abt.

=S

-stares blankly-

the unpleasant memory is haunting me... yet again.

i wld sumtimes wonder ... is it my fault?

my fault tt its others business tt cross into my path.

tt lead me into the mess.

if only... nvm

i feel so much beta now tinking n typing it out.

mayb this will close ev.th

//

ytd i stumbled on writings of the nice memories i had las yr.

it was so much fun.. totally diff frm the present.

the present is so boring.

however.. i realise how different i am now.

i cudn't quite recognise it was me who write those tings.

hahaha.. sho funie.

i almost forgotten.

i reali almost forgotten. how silly i was.

lalala

but yea its in the past now.

keep on looking ahead.

u will c it one day.

=))

~ friends forever ~