haiz...

i'm feeling so heavy now. i dun wana play for the stupid class lesson. i'm so not prepared. i can't even flip the pages properly. n my fingers hurt. thr r blisters on my hand.. n sometimes the pain can be a bit too unbearable. its lik.. a tingling sensation of pain over ur palm.. Enduring pain has since been part n parcel of my life. manz.. i tink i do hav high level of tolerance to it.

somtimes ppl jus dun understand the tings i can do n the tings i can't. i guessed.. its jus not easy for them to put themselves in my shoes. n wen i get tired of explaining.. i jus let it be. i dun c the point of explaining myself again n again..

aniwae thrs 1 gd thing tho. Time is passing veri fast =) so much so tt.. all i hav to do on monday is to look forward to the weekend.. n in the blink of an eye.. the weekends are arriving. LoLx. its scary. when i'm jus trying to get used to sec3 life.. mid years coming. in a matter of 1 more wk?

haiiz.. i guess i'm jus spending my days blindly. if this goes on... i'm gonna fail my exams manz. i was totally blank during geog lesson todae. duno if i'm day dreaming.. or simply not listening. ha ha. lik wad mr chooi had said. listening n hearing are 2 diff things. i gussed so. cos even tho i was trying to 'pay attention' ... nth gets into my head. loll

hmm.

i think ... i'm realli bad at sounding ppl out ...