Rainy days
im getting kinda tired of all the cold and wet. ARUGH. so irritating... ive been walking in rain for the past 2 days. and todae's pe haf ta run in the rain also + learning journey. diaoo.

I feel so happy now to be clean and dry. lol
but i seriously luv the low temperature . lowest is 23 degrees!! woohooo~ its so cool in singapore to be so cool(ing)! muahahaha. and i enjoying all the cold cold breeze every night.
the perfect weather for sg : cooling winds - the rain but + the sunshine =))

k enuf of the weather. Lol.... aR is becoming drama- rama. can say tt ive jus finished updating ah soon (n vise versa) of the 'happening' stuffs of aR. ytd mister s was really scary la. i mean his sudden outburst was not expected of.
i was kinda affected, but kat was totally nonchalant =/
i think ... i do care. but to a certain extent only..
but also, ive only so much to care for. ..
and now, even starting trgs can make me groan out loud. ...


sometimes, i just feel tt ive too much commitments on hands. dun say abt relationships la, just plain responsibilites can weigh me down. studies, trainings + excos, piano are just part of wad im suppose to responsible for. (at least, in their eyes) and sometimes, one disruptions of one particular stuff can dragged down to another. appointments. trgs. lessons. and when i've given too short notice to change one of them, i get scolded for not informing earlier. but hello, im not the one making the decisions, am i?
and at the end of day, i feel tt im jus being pushed around ... aimlessly
hu are there to consider abt my feeling? nahz.
but nvm, ive already know and accepted it as part and parcel of life.
Haiizzz
and there's still ur own expectations to live up to.
oh man, why am i here?

=/