If i could, if i would - i will juz force you out of my life.
sorry, no goodbyes but i had enuf of you.

i guess i still have the right to be with who i want eh?


Anyaway, as usual, went to school todae. *Yawns. practically dragged myself out of bed. got waken up by hh sms. went to meet her at tamp intc. reach sch. go physics lab and have chemistry lesson (contradicting sia) lol. finish lesson. went down to the range for shooting. discover some changes. hate to wear the suit. so hot. finish training. meet hh again. go tm wif her and kat. eat pastamania!. realise tt e 3 of us are kinda lame. felt damn hungry and weaken after trg. feel tired now. feel like sleeping.

blah. okay. generally... i feel tt todae is kinda OK. I tink tt i prefer mrs tay... to chooi. dunoe leh. but tink she teach not bad. haha. hmm... i guess i have to spend my weekend to revise chemistry and physics for all the upcoming tests next week. sucky rite? but if i can get >60 i will be a free person once more. haii. everybody all feel damn sian abt it . though i noe its for our own good.. but im barely in holiday mood now. :(

Haiz. i feel so tied down ... by things tt i don even wanna do. kinda straightforward rite? i want to go out wif my family oso cant man. and tmr.. got some stupid openhouse. i juz don feel like doing my duties animore... a terrible exco member i am.. i noe ...
i cant take it animore. i feel so tired.
and tmr morning im havin my piano lesson too. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

the more i type, the more crappy i feel. so yah.. im goin to end here now.