Oh. what a week..
i missed my blog. Lol.
ive decided to not blog anith till i got back everything. more on tt later.
haiz. while on my way home.. i thot of many things. but somehow, i jus forgotten all abt it.
im tired. i got headache yestdae. wanted to do one of the prac pp tt zls gaf us but i ended up sleeping.. at the time of 8pm. Lol.
i luv sleeping. cos i can jus forget everything for a moment. the other dae.. i was pondering and pondering and i got so tired of thinking tt i ... fell asleep. i duno wads the reason of me keep going to dreamland. i guess im jus too mentally tired. this whole month is like craps la. and only todae, when jovita told me, ive only 10 more days to chinese O lvl tt i start to realise. studying chinese wasnt even on my mind but my chinese really v. jia lat now. i dunoe 3/4 of the tian xie han zi and zao ju was crappy tt i wld hav gotten zero if its hcl paper. oh yea, our teachers hav been giving us loads and loads of prac papers. i think ive 9 now. 8 untouch. sian la. and my room is stil in complete mess. =/

wad uve told me todae, i felt it long long time ago. but now, all i want is to be happy. ive told myself i wun let myself be in misery... when i noe i can do sth. wads the use of being in the company when ure not even enjoying urself? and tts when i started celebrating spontaneity. i make decisions on the go. i compromise within my frens. i put myself in priority, i do wad i wanan do. i feel wad i wana feel.
cos only by doing tt... i feel real. and not being fake to the ppl ard me.
and yes, im happy now. :)

Bah!! more updates later. im off to practising my pieces ~~. ffVIII song