i'm half-dead. . .

last nite was a hard time. i studied until i dun wana studied animore.
but well.. this is not new to me. ive since lost my motivation in studies this year. dunoe why. but i jus don feel lik studying animore!!
urghh. i'm forcing myself to concentrate. i've too.
niwaes. i dint expect myself to only blog todae. after this whole week of exams are over.
haizz. so here is it. A maths n elect hist. i was paranoid in the morning cos of Maths. but surprisingly afta i finished the paper.. i don hav an instinct that wld tell me i did v.badly. as in.. i don feel bad. but ... i guess this is jus a false sense of security. confirm did v.badly wan la.. considering my standard. )=
n elect hist. noe what? i was bitterly cursing at the word Provisional Government. damn it. why must it be so freaking long???? n hist is the paper so far that made me feel that my hand is breaking.` thank goodness i stil finished it. but yea like ss... i absolutely have no confidence in the source based. stupid source based. i hate source base!


- today is geog and chi p2. haiz. like wad i said earlier.. i had a hard time concentrating to study this 2 sub. well erm. mayb only 1.. i din't realli study on chinese. n its the 1st time i put so little effort in it. but luckily.. the paper is not that bad. heh =)
but well geog... >.<

can say that i wld expect myself to do not so well. ok. bad. i was stumped at section b for half the time. n for a moment.. i tot i wun be able to finish it. i wasted too much time thinking which esssay i shld do... lol.

but most of the time.. i was practically forcing myself to pick up my pen and write. crap i mean. while writing halfway.. i realli got nth to write le ... haiz. i hate the feeling. ` but ironically... the only essay which im confident of was the chapter that i totally did not study for. LoL. seems like paying attention in class do help huh... haz. but nah. i'm not happy. i totally blank out on everything that i studied.

haiz. but i dun wan to think abt it animore.

i'm totally drained out by the papers todae. so tired. i just hope that exams cud end now. now. now. arughh.

i really nid a break..