this week is such a BAD WEEK .

Total crap.

i so feel like sleeping now. but im forcing myself to be awake.
i finally did sth tonight man. cleared tt super thck file... all thanks to this week intensive-cl
thingy my file is Full of chinese ws. K la.. i was one of them who felt really strongly tt its a waste of time. But on the other hand, i tink everybody who at least did sth this past few days will benefit from it... tho we're not taking e O's nxt mon.
Ok.. but seriously i feel so out of touch wif all the other subs.
this week is so slack.. its gonna be the slackiest of all this yr.
LOl.

BUT. i feel so totally lousy and shitty. it has even come to the extent of me fearing another day of exact same things happening. nah... dey dun repeat. but the vicious cycle of feelings of irritatedness & unhappiness happen over and over again. and doesn't help tt thr is this same idiotic ulcer on my upper lip tt is preventing from talking properly.. Grrrr.

Met some childish lians. really man. they thot tt our batch was worse? Look at the juniors.
shucks. shall nt talk abt it anymore.

Den thurs... went for training. surprisingly, standard dint drop too much. haha. but my left arm aches... first time seh. think im really getting weak...
afta trg, we "played" soccer wif the guys. lol. there is a bagful of confiscated soccerballs stashed somewhr in the airrifle range... so convenient for the ar guys... Lol.
I was really happy on thurs evening. the only time when i was happy this entire week. =/
but anw. crappy things stil happen... like how i've to wait more than 30 mins for tt 17 bus. wait until pengz sia... but u noe wad??
I saw dajieda on the bus!!!!!
or rather, she saw me first. hahaha. Guess fate really has its way... if i've been impatient enuf to board those passing 14 buses (at least 4 came ok) i wld nt have met cherie. arhhh so long nvr c her already. hair longer. hair colour fade also. Lol... thot she so guai dye back black.

hmm. todae was mildly bad too... but compare to tues&wed (faints)
chinese in hall was boring as usual.
was happy for a moment when i learnt tt i no nid to shoot tmr.... but in the end still have to. HAIZ. tt means continuous 2 days of shoot. eyerrrr ....

my report book was held back. more than 3/4 of the class was held back...
and frm wad i know, none of the classes had their report books held back.
i'm really lazy to go back on mon.. stupid sia.
its like so arughhh. i hope she dun do anyth to us.

and im starting my work todae. and no.. not revisions.
There is a moutainous of homework waiting for me to complete first...
- 20 jianbaos [this is damn stupid!!! why 20?!]
- emaths tys
- amaths
- chi compos and compres
- hist.... tho its kinda overdue yea.

haizzzz. almost everyday 8-4 in sch. i wonder how im going for my trainings. so bloody tiring. and im already tired now wth.

but whatever it is, im prepared to kill myself if dint finish wad im suppose to do this june.

and thats one million and one stuffs.