I'm terrorised with bites.

MOSQUITOES AND BLISTERS. arughhhhh.
dey are so irritatingly itchy...

and rite now, cheryl left me hanging in mid air after telling me halfway of how's shes almost get in the way of a bus. OMG. tts like... scary man...

and my dad jus past me a letter frm MOE. and the funny thing is that... ok i type out. u all see,

Congratulations on having ocmpleted your O levels. You are now ready to proceed to the next stage of education at JC, MI or poly ....

and alot of words. SO WORDY. and a list of instructions of application...

siao
HOW I WISH.

but, nahz. and so far, nobody online have recif it. ehhhh. 15th feb take back results. so nt looking forward to it.

Actually right, I don like this whole of feb. So MANY tests. and stuffs. wtheck. im feeling the stress too...

and to be frank, i dont really look forward to my bdaes. since last yr, i never do. its just a normal day lorh... and everyyear so boring de. and hey. belatd prezzie nvm lah. i noe u all will go broke after buying for cheryl n min presents. LOl

todae's surprisingly not tiring. hmm, if sch doesnt start so early in the morning rite, i tink i wld be more productive cos i cud sleep later .... and now for the sake of not feeling sleepy in class (iHatettkindoffeeling. so xinku) i've to sleep early-er. so dots lorh... actually can complete more work wan... but haiz. for the sake of HEALTH.......
all my eyebags coming out already la.

sian. tmr is officially the start of training. and i tink... we are all going to pay ... after resting (in terms of trg ONLY. duties still on) for 1 whole mth. its time for 5 whole months of solid, crazy, tiring training again. arh man. i esp hate it during june. this yr gonna be like the repeat of sec2. the stress of piano exam and demands of trgs... i almost culdn't breathe and felt so overwhelm. and this yr is lke worse? prelims sumore. wah lao... it will be a miracle for myself if i dun breakdown nxt half of e year. and by thinking now ... i feel scared. i dun lik all this feelings... but im doing it all again to myself. i noe ppl can say.. jus give up piano la. stop learning it since u dun haf the time... but now its more of obligations more than anyth else. Passion alone is not the issue anymore...
i mean, after learning and practising it for so many yrs, i cant just give up like tt. and piano is sth tt when u lose touch of it, it will be forever.

arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

-venting of frustrations ended-