lo0kin baCk..

~ i've been lookin back these year. wondering why everythin hav turned this way...
+ n now i realise.. everythin is jus fated.n destined to be..
+ you can't change anith..even if u noe wad will be happening..
~ its just not in e control of our hands..however how ppl sae it cud..
+ n this is wad i call helplessness..

-=- time n time again.. i feel hurt n sad.
* owass wondering.. will anibody even care when i leave the world?
~ all the problems i hide so delicately beneath me..
+ smiling n laughin lik thr's no tmr..
+ but i guess..onli a rare few will noe wad's realli goin inside me..

-=- afta seein the cold n harsh world reality..
~ i began to feel hardened n cold..
+ insecurities hovering over me
+ i hid my feeliings behind a protective layer..
* noeing tt nobody will noe my true feelings..
until the day i find sumone to open up to..