Yuppp~~~ i've changed back to da "original skin" tt i used to used..can managed properly le..whaharx i like this beta. =)

hmm..aniwae tis few daes. quite mani things happen. how shld i put it? Sch was boring as usual..I had nvr once looked forward to it. Juz can't wait to get out of da stupid sch gates everydae..N den i'm free. I duno y i detest sch so much. izit becos thrs nth to look forward animore? or the company? i dunoe..but sitting down for at least 8 hrs in sch a day ain't gonna help..

Sometimes i juz feel like a lost soul walking thru the crowds..I dunoe whr i'm supposed to be n whr i belong. N i feel stUpid. i dun act like myself. i'm like a different person inside n out. partly cos of my spilt personality? duh..i hope i wld revert to my self again.. i dun wan to feel so fake. aM i...?

Haiz..i tink todae is not a gd day for me to blog..can't really xpress myself well. But wadever it is, i noe i have to be strong to overcome everything tt comes my way. duh..but its making me unfeeling n numb. i know i'm bound to be sensitive to some things which i can't help it..n i can't stand it when ppl juz mis understood me. Do i have to explain everything to u?? well if u dun noe me , fine den leave it. bUt its not the same when its 1 of ur gd frens. i th0t u wld noe me betta den other ppl.. but i seemed to be wrong. it can be hurtful when the ppl who are close to each other dun actually understand themselves. then, may i ask..wad's the meaning of close? If tt's the case..den it wld simply be a meaningless union tts not mean to be.
I've learnt tt NOBODY understands u more den urself.. dey wun noe how u are feeling no matter how hard u try to explain.. u juz hav to experience it urself to noe how it feels. n i dun blame tt...but sumtimes i juz yearn for a soulmate who shared the same thots n feelings as me..Is that too much a thing to ask? haiz..but aniwae i tink tt thr are sum things which i juz couldn't open up to anione. i dunoe how to put it...but perhaps its juz because of my lost in trust in ppl even since i'm young...

I aM nOt wAd u tHot i aM. I don't feel obliqued to answer to anione N I certainly doesn't nid to pRovE tt to U.