the time sure flies man..
+ another 364 days hav past..
but it wasn't a very smooth one for me tho..
And yea.. i sure did change..
Ten months ago i was still pretty much the old me.. i dunoe how to relate it to words but i'm sure i was not wad i used to be before..
Hmm.. the first half of the year i guess i was kind of troubled.. and overwhelmed by many problems.. sticky one at that. bUt well...lil did i noe i wld faced mOre in the later half. Ok nvm.. back to the former. i won't sae its traumatic la..tt's too exagerating..but i guessed n0one of us invovled really had an easy time.. both physically n mentally. for me..i was really emotionally-drained..n upset later on. But i am really glad i sort of gotten over it.. its A nasty experience.. i dun wan to hav tt feelings animore.. aNd if you doesn't noe wad i was refering to..pls dun ask me..
Later on ard june to july.. man..i was really depressed & stressed up.. for no reason. i dunoe why.. oh well mayb thr was one.- - i was overwhlemed by all the pressure tt was driving me crazy. firstly thr was the schwork.. and then the championship [whr coach keep insisting tt we did not train enuff.but dun quote me on tt now. its in the past] and my piano exam as well.. i felt i cudn't practice enuff n gav myself lots of pressure.. but come to think of it.. july really had many tings going on huh..
Nothing much happen in aug.. but i cud feel my grades slipping gradually by then.. uGh. thankfully i did o-k at the end of year..
den frm sep to oct was back to the stressful mode.extremely stressful ones.. everything jus kept pouring in.. n its the first time in the year tt i fell sick in oct.. lol.
umm..a month ago i was very unhappy n depressed.. close friends who read my blog shld noe yea.. i was sad. hurt.disappointed.. but luckily everything is better now.. i wun sae tt dey finally understood me..but at least all the problems were over.. n i really felt happier now. And i had to admit.. the people who were closest to you affect you the most.
You noe wad? December is my happiest month. =D i really feel happy.. or rather carefree.. really hope twenty-oh-5 wld be better ..hahaha.
Hmm.. thr are acutally some memorable things tt happened..hhaha. One would be during beginning july.. our last trg before the competition.. tt day really end damn late sia.. i tink we only left cdans ard 10:15? after everything had been told.. bla bla. but i tink i'm of the luckier wan cos i reach home "earlier" den some of them. Oh ya.. tt nite was oso the time whr some estates de power supply got cut off.. i was on mr soh car.. but he only let me alight near my hse..opposite tpjc cos of more convenience.. but well the road back to my home wasn't really tt far.. i had to cross 2 traffic lights n walked 2 stretch of roads.. but what really made me paranoid was when i realised my surroundings was totally deserted..n dark. i guessed it was alreadi 11pm by then.. i wanted to call home.. only to realise (to my horror) tt the batterry was completely flat. and now i was really freaked out. the roads were dark cos they were surrounded by tall bushes.. n so i,stil clad in uniform started to run as fast as i cud.. it was really an experience man..you can't make a call when you badly wanted to.. tt's scary.
Ok the second one..it wld be the 2nd chalet ba..where all of us went to the beach to see sunrise.. it was very cold near the seaside and the wind jus kept blowing at us...altho the recent tsunaimi really made ppl change their mind of beaches.. i still feel tt its one of the most peaceful place on earth..(when its not raging water)
One of the best tings tt happen this year would be All of You..! yep..i made many new friends this year..abt 6 i guess.. but whatever it is :: Friends Forever!!
n to those who are attached..and yesh if i'm not wrong shld be 2 ba..all the best yah..lol.
hMm..FINALLY HUH. its 2 damn long posts todae. =D
And you are really sth to reach this far.. hahaa.
well..i guessed i wld end this post wif a wish..
>> a happy n successful year~ <<
hApPy nEw yEaR ~~ =p
+ another 364 days hav past..
but it wasn't a very smooth one for me tho..
And yea.. i sure did change..
Ten months ago i was still pretty much the old me.. i dunoe how to relate it to words but i'm sure i was not wad i used to be before..
Hmm.. the first half of the year i guess i was kind of troubled.. and overwhelmed by many problems.. sticky one at that. bUt well...lil did i noe i wld faced mOre in the later half. Ok nvm.. back to the former. i won't sae its traumatic la..tt's too exagerating..but i guessed n0one of us invovled really had an easy time.. both physically n mentally. for me..i was really emotionally-drained..n upset later on. But i am really glad i sort of gotten over it.. its A nasty experience.. i dun wan to hav tt feelings animore.. aNd if you doesn't noe wad i was refering to..pls dun ask me..
Later on ard june to july.. man..i was really depressed & stressed up.. for no reason. i dunoe why.. oh well mayb thr was one.- - i was overwhlemed by all the pressure tt was driving me crazy. firstly thr was the schwork.. and then the championship [whr coach keep insisting tt we did not train enuff.but dun quote me on tt now. its in the past] and my piano exam as well.. i felt i cudn't practice enuff n gav myself lots of pressure.. but come to think of it.. july really had many tings going on huh..
Nothing much happen in aug.. but i cud feel my grades slipping gradually by then.. uGh. thankfully i did o-k at the end of year..
den frm sep to oct was back to the stressful mode.extremely stressful ones.. everything jus kept pouring in.. n its the first time in the year tt i fell sick in oct.. lol.
umm..a month ago i was very unhappy n depressed.. close friends who read my blog shld noe yea.. i was sad. hurt.disappointed.. but luckily everything is better now.. i wun sae tt dey finally understood me..but at least all the problems were over.. n i really felt happier now. And i had to admit.. the people who were closest to you affect you the most.
You noe wad? December is my happiest month. =D i really feel happy.. or rather carefree.. really hope twenty-oh-5 wld be better ..hahaha.
Hmm.. thr are acutally some memorable things tt happened..hhaha. One would be during beginning july.. our last trg before the competition.. tt day really end damn late sia.. i tink we only left cdans ard 10:15? after everything had been told.. bla bla. but i tink i'm of the luckier wan cos i reach home "earlier" den some of them. Oh ya.. tt nite was oso the time whr some estates de power supply got cut off.. i was on mr soh car.. but he only let me alight near my hse..opposite tpjc cos of more convenience.. but well the road back to my home wasn't really tt far.. i had to cross 2 traffic lights n walked 2 stretch of roads.. but what really made me paranoid was when i realised my surroundings was totally deserted..n dark. i guessed it was alreadi 11pm by then.. i wanted to call home.. only to realise (to my horror) tt the batterry was completely flat. and now i was really freaked out. the roads were dark cos they were surrounded by tall bushes.. n so i,stil clad in uniform started to run as fast as i cud.. it was really an experience man..you can't make a call when you badly wanted to.. tt's scary.
Ok the second one..it wld be the 2nd chalet ba..where all of us went to the beach to see sunrise.. it was very cold near the seaside and the wind jus kept blowing at us...altho the recent tsunaimi really made ppl change their mind of beaches.. i still feel tt its one of the most peaceful place on earth..(when its not raging water)
One of the best tings tt happen this year would be All of You..! yep..i made many new friends this year..abt 6 i guess.. but whatever it is :: Friends Forever!!
n to those who are attached..and yesh if i'm not wrong shld be 2 ba..all the best yah..lol.
hMm..FINALLY HUH. its 2 damn long posts todae. =D
And you are really sth to reach this far.. hahaa.
well..i guessed i wld end this post wif a wish..
>> a happy n successful year~ <<
hApPy nEw yEaR ~~ =p
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